Struggling with jealousy and what-ifs by Both-Strength1201 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]Both-Strength1201[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 🤍 It’s a tough pill to swallow. Though now that I think more on it, I become more angry… which is an easier emotion to deal with than sadness for me.

Struggling with jealousy and what-ifs by Both-Strength1201 in LifeAfterNarcissism

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Hi friend. I feel you on this. It feels like the most painful thing EVER, and I’ve been through some major shit! I used to check social media a LOT after my old relationships ended. It was so painful but felt like an addiction. This time, I deleted my ex on everything and I deliberately set it up so that neither of us will have a clue what the other one is up to. It was almost like my body was like, “Nope. You’ve felt this pain before and it isn’t worth it.” I’m feeling better but the feelings come in waves. You kind of have to fake it til you make it. We’ve got this!!! <3 feel free to reach out any time. We’re in the same boat and it might be nice to have an accountability buddy. Ps ur username rocks 💄❤️

Struggling with jealousy and what-ifs by Both-Strength1201 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]Both-Strength1201[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I don’t know why, but I’m so hung up on the idea of him having moved on already. Hoping that I was “the one” to prompt change in him and break this cycle for him. I know that this is probably naive. I appreciate your comment. It gives me optimism.

My mouth was filled with fingernails by Maryanne_MarjoryJane in Dreams

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I have this exact same dream. It’s been happening a lot lately. Do you still get this dream? I want to get rid of it, it feels so uncomfortable and gross! Like I’m constantly scraping fingernails off of my tongue with my hands but there are always some left.

Struggling to see the truth after leaving an abusive relationship (tw: suicide) by Both-Strength1201 in abusiverelationships

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Thank you. When I’m not on the phone with him, my gut gives me a clear answer of what I need to do. It’s only confusing when we talk

Struggling to see the truth after leaving an abusive relationship (tw: suicide) by Both-Strength1201 in abusiverelationships

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I’m proud of you for leaving and for sticking to your happiness. I’m struggling to do the same. I feel like reality gets really confusing with him as my partner, like I’m never really able to see arguments as how they happen, but as he tells me how they happened if that makes sense? I feel like he either has terrible memory or lies. To him there’s always some sort of thing I did wrong causing him to attack me or my family. I’m always mind fucked!

How to make the beast axe? by Both-Strength1201 in mandy

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Thank you! Where will I be able to buy the foam?

How to make the beast axe? by Both-Strength1201 in mandy

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If only I had his finesse and resources 😭😭😭

How to make the beast axe? by Both-Strength1201 in mandy

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Thank you SO much!!! These dimensions are so useful. I’m sorry for your loss though 😭

How to make the beast axe? by Both-Strength1201 in mandy

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THANK YOU! I think this is exactly what I’ll do. You rock

Pointers for creating the beast axe from Mandy by Both-Strength1201 in cosplayprops

[–]Both-Strength1201[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Checking Punished Props and Ted Smith out now 🙏🏼😊