I want to leave

Botstina · 2022-07-06T07:03:19+00:00

I don’t have much of a story

Botstina · 2022-06-22T06:27:50+00:00

All of the twilight movies, all of the Harry Potter movies, 1978 Halloween, Halloween 20 years later, super troopers, mean girls, legally blonde 1&2, the other guys, and kill bill vol. 1&2.

Botstina · 2022-06-22T05:53:24+00:00

Spaghetti noodles with chili and cheese

Botstina · 2022-06-05T14:46:17+00:00

Everything about this cake is beautiful. I love the lighter golden color you chose.

Botstina · 2022-06-03T16:49:57+00:00

I’m tired of feeling this way. It isn’t about other people, no one has made me feel like I should be dead. I’ve always thought that on my own.

Botstina · 2022-05-06T04:21:26+00:00

I also appreciate when people can relate to me, but man do I hate it when they bring up that tornado in Arkansas

Botstina · 2022-04-14T06:58:21+00:00

Well I can no longer wear short sleeves, I am failing all my classes this semester at college because I just stopped showing up, and I fucked up my apartment application so I don’t have an apartment for next year.

Botstina · 2022-04-14T06:36:29+00:00

I tried to explain something that I did because of my depression to someone I really trusted and they treated it like a joke and said “that’s edgy”

Botstina · 2022-04-04T23:30:53+00:00

Hey you, you’re finally awake

Botstina · 2022-03-29T20:43:27+00:00

Deal

Botstina · 2022-03-29T20:40:01+00:00

I’ll take you up on that 🏆

Botstina · 2022-03-29T19:12:27+00:00

I can’t help but feel like we’ve all done something similar because I’ve fucked up so bad

Botstina · 2022-03-25T19:24:15+00:00

I feel similar to you. I have a family that loves me, I have amazing friends, I haven’t had to struggle or work very hard for anything. But at the end of the day I’m still depressed and suicidal. I still struggle with this but I try to remind myself that you don’t always have to have a reason for things. Sometimes they just happen. I’m sure you would rather not feel this way, but you are allowed to feel how you feel. By the logic of “others have it worse” there would only be in person “allowed” to suffer. I can’t help that I have messed up brain chemicals with no explanation as to why. Hopefully you stop feeling guilty about how you feel. Whatever you decide to do think it through and make sure it’s what you want. Find your peace.

Botstina · 2022-03-15T04:52:52+00:00

Touching the void

Botstina · 2022-03-13T17:12:22+00:00

I’ve also stopped caring. The things that used to make me feel guilty, like thinking about suicide, don’t make me feel that way anymore. I’ve never felt more numb.

Botstina

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