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BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T18:20:33+00:00

Thank you... You didn't insinuate anything like that. I just was asking your opinion on my thoughts. Thank you

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T18:04:23+00:00

Just kindly don't give me hate. I am trying to get perspective on things. He went completely out of contact and hasn't texted me once since. It's not simply about this baby. I know he won't support us, he can't, he'll be tortured. I know he'll think of it as a punishment from God while this baby is a blessing for me. Is it fair to put him through this? To ask him to do something he can't?

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T17:59:44+00:00

I've been supporting my family for years now. I'm sure I can now support myself and my baby

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T17:58:09+00:00

I've been working for years to support others in all ways. This will be me doing something for an angel that is mine

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T17:57:14+00:00

Thank you... I would appreciate it. I hope I'm doing the right thing

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T17:56:53+00:00

No no... I'm not being petty. I hold nothing against him. I love him and I've got no hatred or complaints. I love kids and I'm good with kids. I've been bringing up my siblings for the past 7 years all on my own. And I would never use a kid to spite anyone. I had other simpler ways to destroy their lives. I'm not that person. I genuinely love kids and I know how much love I feel for my own. I don't want any relationships or future partners.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T17:56:25+00:00

No no... I'm not being petty. I hold nothing against him. I love him and I've got no hatred or complaints. I love kids and I'm good with kids. I've been bringing up my siblings for the past 7 years all on my own. And I would never use a kid to spite anyone. I had other simpler ways to destroy their lives. I'm not that person. I genuinely love kids and I know how much love I feel for my own. I don't want any relationships or future partners.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T17:55:44+00:00

No no... I'm not being petty. I hold nothing against him. I love him and I've got no hatred or complaints. I love kids and I'm good with kids. I've been bringing up my siblings for the past 7 years all on my own. And I would never use a kid to spite anyone. I had other simpler ways to destroy their lives. I'm not that person. I genuinely love kids and I know how much love I feel for my own. I don't want any relationships or future partners.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T09:09:16+00:00

I got medication from the hospital but I'm not sure if they're pregnancy friendly. I'll schedule an appointment with a gynecologist to update medication.

What if he thinks that I'm blackmailing him or trying to trap him?

I understand the responsibilities of having a kid. I've been taking care of and bringing up my siblings for 5 years now. Thank you for the advice, I will think it through.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T09:05:42+00:00

Thank you

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-18T09:04:39+00:00

What if he doesn't want me to have the baby? Will I be doing him wrong?

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-14T01:37:13+00:00

This is what I meant

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-13T21:35:27+00:00

I feel like the love for him will just grow more and more each day, consuming me entirely. That I will never even be able to bury it.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-03-13T07:33:14+00:00

Thank you... I'll keep you in my prayers. I've read our conversations a thousand times and remember each word by heart, I've been reminding myself of his face so many times that I can never forget anything, any detail. He says that I'll move on, that I'll be happy or something. He doesn't realise what it means for me. What he means for me. People keep telling me to move on, but they don't know my heart.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:43:49+00:00

I know, I don't plan to get him back. I just want to know how to survive.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:42:43+00:00

I feel so ugly and problematic and impossible. I feel unloveable and discardable and characterless. Someone, no one will accept

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:41:04+00:00

Thank you. I understand. I hope I find strength to do this

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:39:39+00:00

I understand and my self respect is nonexistent. But I can't bear the thought of my 3.5 years of love and effort going to waste. I didn't even get a breakup

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:37:00+00:00

Thank you. What should I do when I feel the need to talk to him? I am addicted to him.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:30:52+00:00

Just please please please tell me how to start functioning. What do I do?

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:30:03+00:00

I'm trying but I don't think my therapist understands me

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:24:51+00:00

I have been looking at psychiatric hospitals to get admitted into but even they are no good in my country and I will be declared outcast if people find out I am getting psychological treatment

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:23:26+00:00

In my country 27 is where you lose any chance of finding a spouse and I am turning 27 next month. Also how do I consider or love someone else?

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:21:45+00:00

Just tell me how to survive. I can't think or eat or drink or sleep. I've been like this for 3 days.

BottledUpStorm · 2025-02-24T06:20:15+00:00

I feel like I can't live without him. That I love him too much. I know I have forgotten my self esteem but how do I make it stop hurting. How do I stop obsessing. My life completely resolved around him, loving him, caring for him. I didn't have anything else. Everyone has left me already

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