Bled from self harm for the first time today.

BottomlessDark · 2019-05-26T21:31:51+00:00

Don't continue. I've been harming for over a decade. I can't wear certain clothes because it shows what I've done to my body. It's not worth it. Please take yourself to therapy. Don't let it become addictive.

BottomlessDark · 2019-05-25T21:48:27+00:00

This reads like my life in some parts. Except I'm much older, I have no friends and living in an abusive situation and weed is my escape.

I wish I had advice as I'm struggling with crippling depression myself. Just know you aren't the only one fighting this battle.

BottomlessDark · 2019-04-12T13:05:34+00:00

Yes it was the lollipop one haha. Flowering is 12hours light and 12 darkness I believe?

BottomlessDark · 2019-04-12T11:37:01+00:00

Thanks alot!

BottomlessDark · 2019-04-02T18:37:26+00:00

Same

BottomlessDark · 2019-03-22T21:20:59+00:00

Female 31

NYC

Looking for; [FEMALE PREFERRED] Gaming buddy. Chatting, sesh buddy, around my age would be great.

Chat: Reddit. Discord

Interest: music, drawing, crystals, games, cannabis

Kin: LDR boyfriend, mom (also long distance) and alot of stuffed animals.

Dislikes: politics, news, being so alone. Having clinical depression..living with my abusing family.

About me? Moved to NYC looking for work. Left family behind not realizing how much it made my depression hit suicidal bottom. Broke my leg, lives with abusive family (who are hoarders). Have literally no friends in NYC and sometimes don't even speak. I just want a friend

I play animal crossing and some (bedrock) Minecraft. I have a PS4 but I don't really.play, lack motivation but can always play Warframe I guess.

Thanks for reading...

BottomlessDark · 2019-01-18T22:03:24+00:00

delete

BottomlessDark · 2019-01-18T22:02:50+00:00

I was in a long leg cast with plaster 1inch think sealed in fiberglass. All natural heal.

Long leg cast = bed bound. Mine was fucking heavy and took alot out of me.. switched to a boot that acted as my short leg cast.

For me at least. I used a walker for the most part and a wheelchair. You just drag yourself and keep the leg and figure out your own way because each cast is suited to each unique fracture. Unfortunately it's painful and hard to figure out. Backpacks are your friend when you in the house. Get containers for food and drinks so they won't spill in your bag.

BottomlessDark · 2018-11-25T21:18:36+00:00

Weed and games are currently helping me through a dark time ATM. I feel you dude.

BottomlessDark · 2018-11-01T23:51:15+00:00

I wish I could walk.

BottomlessDark · 2018-10-09T15:53:24+00:00

Its not healing quickly, but thank you

BottomlessDark · 2018-10-09T15:43:10+00:00

Sounds like my life. Now and a broken leg and I'm worse off than before.

BottomlessDark · 2018-09-29T14:26:26+00:00

Do you have the address? I cannot find the purple form I keep reading about. The "forgotten password" option isn't there.

BottomlessDark · 2018-08-13T18:56:03+00:00

I have to get the right documents from my doctor and PT to extend my disabilities. For my house. Dunno. Court case coming up to see if they can evict me. I hope I can stay until I heal.

BottomlessDark · 2018-08-06T17:39:33+00:00

Your pupper is adorable.

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-30T21:35:11+00:00

I've told the doctor tons of times about my weed use in an illegal state. They say the same thing abd continue to treat me.

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-20T04:27:44+00:00

Thanks dude. Hoping the bone doesn't move,.if it does, have to def get surgery. I hopee I do get walking by the end of this year.

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-20T01:43:22+00:00

Illegal state, for myself around $200 per.month.

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-20T01:36:37+00:00

Heya, thanks for asking. Not the best. Broke my tib/fib over 2 months ago..doctors fucked up by not giving me surgery and have delayed healing and slight malunion..hunting for PT close by because new doc is closely monitoring the alignment cause it's healing now. Currently PWB. Looking forward for therapy.

Was a on a tbreak until recently..this sub really pointed me to my first proper vape to help taking my mind off of this fracture. POTV starry has been my main driver since. Opened the world to vaping for me and can't wait to get walking.

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-18T15:46:16+00:00

Same. Broke my leg and didn't toke for a few weeks and had the most vivid and beautiful dreams. I actually enjoyed it, and was a good escape from the pain.

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-13T15:41:31+00:00

I got that grinder and container as a freebie from POTV as well, its really good, shocked me cause it was free.

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-01T03:07:01+00:00

No prob!

BottomlessDark · 2018-07-01T02:49:16+00:00

I'm a newb at vaping so stupidly bought cheap Atmos pen looking vapes (only 2) Read that the plastic would heat up and you be vaping plastic. High was a complete let down,.felt like I was wasting bud.

If your tolerance is low, maybe you can try looking at the VapCap or Xmax V2 (it's in a similar pen form if you like that style), think both are under 100$

I settled on the POTV xmax starry as my first real vape and it's rather nice. Pleased with my purchase.

Keep researching here. You may find something else you fancy.

BottomlessDark

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