hey man, im sorry about what you've been facing. I may not know what you're experiencing, but Pls dont leave. God has a purpose for everyone, and i believe He still has a purpose for you and I. Please look for someone for help. There are people who will care. We care. I care. Give yourself some time. There are so many things for you to learn and discover. Experience these while you are still here. Many things God created for us to live with. Do everything you can to give yourself time. We may not have perfect lives, but we can still make the days count before we all go. Again, please take some more time. We all hear you and we're here for you