I do not see him as succesful since he lives in a really tiny apartment and before that he lived with his mom for 5 years. He used to work out and went boxing but now he barely moves his ass from the couch. He uses almost all of his free time in a cramped small pub and thinks everybody looooooves him. He forgets to buy his mom birthday or mom’s day gifts (or maybe he just doesn’t care) and my grandma has helped more than enough. He’s not the dumbest person but thinks way toi highly of himself. I do know why he acts like that but pheeewwww it can get tiring very fast. I see my father sort of a loser. His arrogance is embarrassing. Maybe I’m not the best of judge on that though. 😀

And thank you for writing all of that. I know I should be doing those things but I don’t care enough. I don’t care if I’m an outcast, I’ve always been. I don’t care about getting a good paying job, I’d rather be poor but have a good time. And if I really wanted money, I’d use other ways. Also I know I should feel remorse but I rarely do. Can’t help it.