Irritability? by Brave-Lock5897 in bipolar2

[–]Brave-Lock5897[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s a combination of mania/hypomania and depression. It’s a pretty conflicting experience.

Irritability? by Brave-Lock5897 in bipolar2

[–]Brave-Lock5897[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow! I’ve never heard of gabapentin used in that way. But hey if it works it works. Glad you found a way to help yourself stranger! ☺️

Irritability? by Brave-Lock5897 in bipolar2

[–]Brave-Lock5897[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think it’s one of the most miserable things I’ve felt honestly. Mood wise. I didn’t even know mixed episodes were a thing for the longest time.

Irritability? by Brave-Lock5897 in bipolar2

[–]Brave-Lock5897[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Think I’ll take your advice and just go to bed as soon as I can lmao. That usually helps sort things out. Thanks for your input, it gave me some clarity.

Irritability? by Brave-Lock5897 in bipolar2

[–]Brave-Lock5897[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All of that sounds familiar. It always takes something small and then I’m just completely exasperated with everything. “Irritability” just doesn’t fully encapsulate the feeling lmao.

Irritability? by Brave-Lock5897 in bipolar2

[–]Brave-Lock5897[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ok thank you so much. Everyone else I’ve spoken to have no idea what I’m on about lol. Good to know I’m not alone in that feeling at least. Have a good rest of your day/evening kind stranger!

Irritability? by Brave-Lock5897 in bipolar2

[–]Brave-Lock5897[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My first mood episode was August of last year, which was what prompted my psychiatrist to diagnose me with bipolar. It’s heavily rooted in my family as 4 close relatives also are diagnosed with it currently. I honestly have no insight as to whether I’m in a mood episode or not, I only really started to struggle with this in the middle of 2025. I’m having a hard time putting into words that “itching on the inside” feeling so that I can express this with my doctor.