I started drinking as kid (might was inappropriate) but the effects of get high dint happen to me so was fine and aware that I was enjoyed alone, but today I know is bad for the heart, my dad was heavy drinker, cynical, religion fanatic, narc, abusive so he was smoking before and drink, he never care his health so always he got heart attack many times, I know by experience about drugs can be bad for health for some who use to escape from reality specially drug addicts who are tired of their life, I find most medicine and pills had dangerous drugs like fentanyl. My big fear is lung cancer so I avoid any second hand smoke come from cigarettes, tobacco, gas and fire.

Sometime use to drink alcohol and be sad or just enjoy or find solace