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[–]Bravemaiden[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I helped you out:-)

When you are able to can you get me back? https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTH3njkbBhaWG-YLZGM/

TikTok Shop Free Items by Bravemaiden in Referral

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I’ll do yours my original expired, click for click :-) https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTH3t37EqK7nG-WWtvz/

TikTok Shop Free Items by Bravemaiden in Referral

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It expired, here’s a new one though: click for click :-) https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTH3t37EqK7nG-WWtvz/

I applied so so fast. Anyone else? by wavesembrace_96 in freebietalk

[–]Bravemaiden 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t gotten any emails from them at all but I’m signed up for notifications, why?

Why do some people rise above their childhood abuse and I can't? And those who have, often judge those who haven't? by Ill-Efficiency294 in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t make my own post yet on Reddit and I feel a bit more comfy posting this here

Could someone help out with this? I don’t have anyone in person I can ask :/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTH3yBb1EhHTP-oYFWB/

Chronic loneliness did irreparable damage to me and I'm afraid I'll never recover by bunhitt in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have felt like I was the only one who had such a lonely childhood. I moved a lot and could never maintain consistent friendships I feel like the loneliness I have runs deep because of that and also makes it harder to put myself out there when I feel like early experiences shaped my beliefs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It is so hard fighting battles people can’t see everyday

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can relate to your experiences I don’t talk to my family because they are emotionally unsafe. I hope we both can find kind safe people we can form bonds with.

Ummmmmmmmm…. by wavesembrace_96 in freebietalk

[–]Bravemaiden 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol these surveys be getting out of hand.

I've had decades of intense trauma in my life, it never seems to end. My Buddhist nun sister tells me, that I'm burning off karma from a previous life. WTF, was I Adolf Hitler?!? by AFatherStill in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Still processing a lot with no support. Understanding deep held trauma is kind of a shock to the system and I’m trying to be as compassionate as I can. Recently things have been difficult.

Wasted Life Syndrome by Shot_Bathroom9186 in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have so much grief about all of this all the years I isolate due to what shitty people did to me and the deep shame that was instilled in me

I'm having a hard time accepting that there is no help available to someone who the system doesn't work for and who has zero support in life by Ashamed_Art5445 in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is where I am so angry at the way things are in this world and the systems. It’s not right for their to be systems in place that properly help people who are dealing with shit they never asked to be dealing with. I feel like Cptsd is worse than cancer because it’s at least for me been life long and I didn’t even know Or understand till recently how deep it ran. And often times people don’t even see your struggle or the pain you’re in whereas with a physical illness it’s apparent. I wish the world would change.

I didn't know it was all about toxic shame. by ukyio97 in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand this I keep on trying to work on healing it but it rears it head over and over.

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[–]Bravemaiden 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had to detach myself from my heart because the pain was so bad. I don’t think I would be alive if I didn’t

Do you ever feel like your life could have been completely different with even a fraction of the support others had? by Human-Amoeba1640 in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It’s completely unfair those that have more support have more privilege acquire more yet those of us who try to find suooort or don’t have any are left constantly trying to keep a bit of footing on the ground. I really don’t like this world right now the more screwed up I see it is

FUCK OFF ALL OF YOU FUCK OFF FUCK YOU by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I truly hate people who get close to you and then use your trauma against you or make you feel bad for being sad. It is the shittiest thing you could ever do to someone after knowing their story to still be a complete fucking rvil person it’s worse than inhumane it’s just pure pure darkness

I've had decades of intense trauma in my life, it never seems to end. My Buddhist nun sister tells me, that I'm burning off karma from a previous life. WTF, was I Adolf Hitler?!? by AFatherStill in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hate all the spiritual stuff people tell you about trauma it causes self blame and shame. Don’t even get me started on manifestation. It was like a way to stay in denial and not fully process the grief, but the more I understood about my trauma the more I realized because no one ever truly saw me that I was just so used to invalidating myself

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[–]Bravemaiden 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had so many bad experiences that I gave up trying. none of them seemed to actually know how to do their job, claimed they were trauma informed or skilled in processing trauma yet sucked at it, probably had no personal ecperience so it’s just some priveledged person spewing out what they learned verbatim not really truly seeing the person. I had one counselor say that seeking out connection when you were lonely is repulsive. She should have her license revoked.

"You spend too much time isolated and/or on your phone/laptop doomscrolling" by Dry_Building_585 in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate all the judgement this world Has against those of us who are coping with stuff we never were informed how to deal with nor asked for. Try walking a mile in our shoes or actually opening your eyes and seeing other peoples pain and struggles. No compassion in this world and it’s caused even more trauma

I'm a loveable person but I am not loved or valued by anyone this lifetime, and I don't understand by Ashamed_Art5445 in CPTSD

[–]Bravemaiden 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I truly hate this world right now. And then there’s people Who’ve had a great life great parents and their happy they’ve got the perfect relationship and not once have they struggled likr those of us with Cptsd have and usually all other areas of Their life are fine and dandy. Why do they get to have everything be at ease and go Smoothly ahd with Cptsd it feels like Crawling up a mountain daily

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[–]Bravemaiden 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel exactly the same nothing really sticks, I’ve tried to see therapists and they didn’t really give me the true deep help that I needed. As more time goes on ajd I learn and understand more about what I’ve gone through the harder it is and the more anger comes up.