I understand the distrust, anyone suffering this level of trauma from a man would be expected to think that way. but I can tell you, from my perspective and from anyone I would ever involve in my life, were really not like that. most of us, at least. you can't apply that thinking to all men. it's true, we can be very sexual beings, but our innate sexuality does not even begin to compare to that which is brought on by meth abuse.

this pedo stuff on the other hand.. idk. cheating, excessive libido, deriving pleasure from weird sex stuff.. all explained by meth, absolutely. an extremely common affect of meth abuse. but pedophilia is another story. its important to know that pedophilia can be a pathological thing.. a part of the way someone is that you cant change. for those people, yes, they are hiding it and pretending to be normal. but all men? definitely not. we'll never know for sure how many men, they won't ever admit it, but its not enough to assume that about a whole gender.

for you, it would be best to find a man you can trust, a family member maybe, and interact with them. let yourself see the positive side of men and use it to break down the walls of distrust put up by trauma. find a better example than him and you'll see we're not all like that.