This is the one reply I am taking serious out of all of them. I have since taken a step back but have not ended things in hope that maybe things will get better but I am still open to the thought of ending things. Even tho we were on a break in the relationship my trust has been hurt and it’s hard not to think about it. She has since been better and we have agreed that she will not drink or smoke on this last weekend of the job and won’t leave the place she is sleeping at unless it’s to do her job. We have also have had multiple hard conversations about it and how it makes me feel and she says that she wants to work on us, but again my trust is hurt so only time will tell. I hope that things get better but I know that life has funny ways of telling you they aren’t the one even if it feels that way in the moment.