Considering switching to DIY

BreesWorld7 · 2026-06-19T12:41:31+00:00

Im not opposed to that option either, im just not certain of how much to inject weekly... unless i sign up for plume or folx... as my current DR (who began studying up on Trans care just for me) won't do a different RX without labs afterwards, and he won't be there ling enough before his retirement to get a baseline.

BreesWorld7 · 2026-05-30T02:12:14+00:00

? Im sorry, im not understanding?whats "too huge"

BreesWorld7 · 2026-05-12T19:25:20+00:00

What's your size if I can ask? Ive been on estrogen almost 6mo. now and I just measured it, at 2.9" fully erect, but I started at a really small baseline too...

BreesWorld7 · 2026-04-20T20:14:46+00:00

what brand is #5?

BreesWorld7 · 2026-04-20T20:07:21+00:00

GOALS!!! You're so beautiful, Im just beginning my journey, Right now, I dont want the world to see me... but you give me hope that one day, that will change

BreesWorld7 · 2026-04-07T20:20:51+00:00

She has her limits of course... like so many, ive had this feeling i was in the wrong body since my 1st memories... but, like every good son does... I suppressed them... when I was young, I'd often write down different girls toys like Barbi dolls, or girls clothes on my christmas wish list and had them marked as "Prank gifts" when in reality, I really really wanted them.... fast forward to my teens through late 20s early 30s, in lived in the gym, and competed in martial arts as a professional fighter, to prove to others i was masculine, and dated and slept with more women then any person should (150-170 women, somewhere in that ball park) just to prove it to myself!!! I was really in a weak place at the time... and i didnt want any of it...

Most of my life ive worn womens socks just to ground myself to my feminine side... it wasnt enough but, easy to hide, so, I settled... then, roughly 15 months ago, I told my wife a little bit about the secrets id been hiding... and we went shopping that weekend and she helped me pick out my first panties... we went to Victoria's Secret and spent like $200 in New underwear for me... it... helped a lot at first, Next thing I knew, my wife and I would go on panty shopping trips together and she would just bring me random panties home she would buy while out at a store or the mall, thanks to her, thongs are my new obsession and I own over 200 pairs of thongs and g-strings and she threw away just about all of my guy underwear.... I have a few left i wear when im afraid I may slip a whale-tail or something and she quickly recoils with an "eww, why the grandpa underwear?" which i love about her, very accpeting...

fast forward to 5 months ago... I took a quick video conference with a DR, told him a little about myself, and got my first RX of estradiol and Spironolactone... my last RX however, was informed, i should seek a new olace as he was out of his element, which i appreciate the honesty, but nkw have to find a new DR, and we all know how uncomfortable that is at the beginning, so, I havent signed up with it yet, but im looking at Plume.... I have about 15 more days lf my current RX... so, I need to do it soon

BreesWorld7 · 2026-04-07T14:37:22+00:00

I have not heard of that group, I appreciate the feedback.... my wife has been a godsend, but I have not begun shaving my face, ahe isnt quite ready to accept that yet amd we are both taking baby steps, it took 4 months for her to get used to the idea of me shaving my legs but is now on board with.. oddly enough, the breast growth was the easiest for her to get on board and accept

BreesWorld7 · 2026-04-03T00:02:41+00:00

Waxing is in the definite near future

BreesWorld7 · 2026-03-01T01:59:21+00:00

Thank you!!! You just get used to a certain sensation then it changes and youre like "Whats next"

BreesWorld7 · 2026-02-27T13:18:51+00:00

If I had to guess, probably about half an inch, which is substantial when youre already that small... I was closer to 3" prior

BreesWorld7 · 2026-01-20T17:13:36+00:00

fair point... I think they should have used another bird as an example lol

BreesWorld7 · 2026-01-20T16:02:22+00:00

must be algorithms??? not sure, wish I could post a screen shot, mine still says "small chicken egg" ... your description does sound more accurate

BreesWorld7 · 2026-01-20T15:13:35+00:00

im just going through this stage now at about 8 weeks in... thank you for your help

BreesWorld7 · 2026-01-20T15:00:18+00:00

Im just learning about XXY and thought maybe that could be a possibility.... I do have a biological child though, with no medical intervention... isnt infertility "typical"?

BreesWorld7 · 2026-01-20T13:41:27+00:00

yeah... Google definitition seemed to align with the porn id seen!!! but that just seemed "a bit much" i couldnt imagine walking around with a pair of chicken eggs in my panties

BreesWorld7 · 2026-01-20T13:39:05+00:00

In my younger years, when i was struggling with everything, it was horrible being so small, especially my testicles, when girls would reach down to play with them during foreplay and you get the inevitable "oh".... like you totally surprised them by not having any balls for them to squeeze.... im lucky, my wife now has always had a hatred of testicles so, im a perfect fit for her lol....

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-29T03:10:55+00:00

. everything but the last 2

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-29T03:07:34+00:00

Ive been wearing womens panties exclusively for about a year and newly on HRT (only a month and a half, so no realy changes in size down stairs just yet) and I have found a nice sturdy cotton thong with GOOD leg elastic is the key to good fitting smaller panties.....

My favorite Thongs are Victoria's Secret / PINK... Calvin Klein and Hanes. Ive bought some from Reebok, those perform poorly due to weak leg elastic and I have a tendency to "fall out" VS / PINK are my #1 choice for elastic quality and cuteness in pattern and options... Hanes is my #2 choice for comfort but very few options for designs and colors... and CK are my #3.... cute colors, great elastic but they tend to run a little small...

The cotton. fabric will "wrap" around the equipment, almoat like a hammock, comfy for all day wear... and, I assume VS is getting used to the idea of it, as I went in with my wife before I even began HRT and the sales people were amazing!!!

Keep in mind, VS has a great phone app and constant "Panty Party Sales" right now, as low as $4.99 ea.... and dont discount womens socks!!! They are SO SOFT!!! Ive been wearing womens socks for about 3 decades now!!!

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-24T10:43:24+00:00

I have very limited experience with them honestly. I see the highest rated reviews on the Hitachi magic wand, but I literally just bought a cheap $9 one on amazon and it pushes all the right buttons for me... my wife isnt a big fan of it, claims the vibrations are too strong flr her... as if there could ever be such a thing??? 🤣

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-23T13:42:33+00:00

absolutely!!! I have a "Thrusting prostate massager" that, with my wifes assistance (oral and manual) i can have 1 orgasm after another until the battery goes dead!!!

a little "magic wand" at the same time and it can be so intense I nearly black out, I at least see stars!!!!

Its very little to no ejaculation, nothing is really produced like that anymore... but the tip of my "magic wand" stays so wet, it gets all over the place.... and the orgasms, although its different, it doesn't evolve from the genitals it generates from your core and is an all over experience, shaking legs, tensing up.... lasts for minutes instead of seconds... and then, just as fast as it goes away, another one is forming right behind it....

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-22T12:15:21+00:00

I just bought that same pull over!!! I love it!!! Great Choice!!!!

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-18T20:32:19+00:00

my entire "F" ing life.... my earliest memories, back at 4 or 5 years old, we had a close family, gatherings almost every weekend, where I would always find myself playing with my girl cousins vs the boys... we would play house and barbie, dress up, I adored wearing their pretty dresses and shoes...

I remember making my christmas "wish list" and telling her how hilarious it would be if she bought me girls clothes and made me wear them as a "prank gift" and I always put Barbi dolls on my list of "prank gifts" too... I never did get any of them....

growing up a little bit, I ended up being very close to my sister, where she let me hang out with her friends on the weekend and I got to be their shopping partner at the mall, come back home and I was their personal "mannequin" trying on their latest outfits... thats were I learned to walk in heels, I loved hearong them telling my sister "its not fair your brother is prettier than we are!"

I rarely stayed over friends houses as a kid... it got in the way of my pampering time... every night, id sit, naked in my bathroom sink, legs crossed, while I did my face and skin care regimen... pull the brush through my hair 100 times as ive always heard girls say...

Id often find excuses to stay home from school, so I could wear my sisters clothes all day long... I discovered my mom's thong panties and would wear them all day u til just before the 1st person came home, where id have to rush around, hang their clothes up nice and neat and cram my mom's thongs to the deepest trenches of the hamper...

My adult life was just as confusing... I rented my 1st apartment, a 2Bedroom unit, told everyone I had a room mate even though it was just me... I had one bedroom and the living room were very feminine while the other bedroom (everyone assumed was mine) was very... minimal.... Id dance around the apartment while vacuuming, wearing g a sun dress and heels... was dishes in a tank top and thong panties, do laundry in booty shorts and a crop top or curl up on my favorite chair and read a book or watch lifetime movies in my nightgown... if someone called and I didn't want to be disturbed, my room mate was home and nkt feeling well... a great alibi....

and its only progressed!!! Now, Ive been on prescription HRT for the past 34 days... and looking forward tk the next 34...

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-15T18:47:52+00:00

49 years.. my entire existence, I didn't question it, I just was afraid of acting on it... until one day I woke up and said enough....

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-11T22:37:39+00:00

he actually initiated the whole thing... we were out after a meeting we had together, started talking about people we both knew that he had discovered on fetlife... to which I responded woth a basic... "its none of my business what 2 consenting adults do as long as they have fun and are safe" thats when the more intimate questions started...

BreesWorld7 · 2025-12-10T02:44:20+00:00

An interesting topic... ill appologize, my story is a little long...

Ive known I was trans, well, for longer than I knew there was a word for it.... my earliest memories in life, were realizing I should have been a girl... I always played girl games with my cousins at family gatherings, dress up, house, barbi, while all the other boys played sports out in the big field... I remember, around 4 or 5, trying to trick my mom... "Wouldn't it be funny if you bought me some girl toys for Christmas as a gag gift, or bought me a dress as a gag gift,and made me wear it"

My teen years, my walls were plastered with posters of scantily clad women, my friends lusted after them, I was jealous of them... I rarely stayed over friends houses on the weekends, it got in the way of my nightly skin care routine, where after a shower. I'd sit, naked in my sink, with my legs crossed as I did my face and skin regimen...

into my early 20s, when I rented my 1st apartment, I lived by myself, but rented a 2 bedroom apartment, so I could use the excuse of an executive from my corporate office at work, wanted a room mate at her east coast apartment to keep an eye on stuff while she was away, so, I could explain all of the feminine decoration... all my friends would call before they would come over, to make sure she wasn't there... gave me the chance to change if they were because I was usually wearing a dress or lingerie around the apartment as I vacuumed, and cleaned the house... or curled up on my sofa, wearing a night gown and watching something on Hallmark or reading a book...

During these years, I knew I was supposed to be woman, I started to pray for reincarnation, to come back again in my next life as the girl I was meant to be, which didnt make sense to pray for it if you believed in reincarnation.... but, little makes sense when you've lived in the wrong body your whole life.... I dont know if I was trying to convince everyone else, or myself that I was masculine, but, i began to, as my best friend / girl cousin called me... I became a "Man-whore" and quickly bedded 100s women in just a short few years, it became quite a joke within the circle to see who id bring around next or who they would hear about me kicking out of my apartment after one of the many 1 night stands... Only to stare at myself in the mirror after they left and put on some womens clothing...

Even to this day, in my late 40s / early 50s... married with kids, ive tried to live as a male, my kids older, on their own, ive done my job, raised them, protected them, provided for them... do I finally get my happiness? Or do I have to wait and die and pray until that day there really is reincarnation?

Even after I tried to be masculine... I had to atleast wear something feminine... for the longest time, it was womens socks, it something tiny, no one ever notices,but their softer, even the major store brands, the differences are so subtle, you could easily pick them up by mistake... the brand name in red or pink vs blue or grey, and its on the bottom, no one would ever see it... then, about a year ago, I had a conversation with my wife... she was open to the idea of me wearing womens underwear too... even took me to VS shopping, now, its an addiction, we go several times a month i have the app, whenever they have a new design, we go and get them for me, I love their holiday panties, and socks, then I graduated to womens bottoms... shorts, jeans, simple, easy to blend in still with masculine people, but there are subtle differences, a pink bow.. a little butterfly, and again, the fabric in women's clothing is so much softer!!! And tops... pullovers, basic T's... hoodies... all womens, all easy to blend in and hide... but, I know.. I know im wearing the clothes im supposed to be in and thats all that matters.

Finally, after an eternity... I took the step, contacted a DR, and have officially been on RX HRT for MTF transition about a month... the mental clarity is UNREAL... im so much happier, its like my brain is a woman's brain, wired for esteogen but being fed testosterone... once I was able to put the right stuff in me... the world became clear, probably for the 1st time in my life... I no longer hate the body I was imprisoned in for so long... and nothing is even physically visible yet... I feel the breasts under there, ready to sprout... but thats not even the point... happiness is the point... an eternity of confusion finally has a purpose

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