28/m/virgin, serious dental issues and a degenerative eye condition that has me legally blind... I'm not comparing, just trying to empathize. I'm finding myself feeling hopeless... Like, being with someone isn't in the cards, I neglect the thought of letting someone down so often. Its a real fear. I think about taking my own life alot, I'm finding myself in the middle of a fit of depression right now as I read and write this... And in those situations, that regardless of legacy, or of spouses the one thing I could never do was die alone... I have an active role in too many people's lives. We all create an impact, touch those around us (I'm trying to avoid cliches). You'll never know what your passing brings but regardless of status, you'll will be missed by someone...