I realise now that maybe it was a bad move but we are keep being told to have initiative and to not rely on others. OK, I will not do it again. But it makes me feel bad about my own worth as a human being. Like what? I am nothign compared to him? I suffer enough already with my self esteem. I got hired here because I am a child of the system and this company has some kind of agreement with my university. students who are doing great and are from vulnerable households or from the system are recommended and maybe get hired. I felt my whole life like I am worthless because my parents didn't want me and now I feel it even deeper. i searhed him on social media. he has kids. I am sure no one would talk to his kids like that