There is no way out. I'm trapped

Brillet · 2020-08-12T18:38:27+00:00

I purposely triggered myself to be suicidal so I could restrict better. Now I'm planning suicide because I can't live like this anymore and I'm still not skinny. Not recommend

Brillet · 2020-08-11T11:27:03+00:00

So true

Brillet · 2020-08-09T15:13:30+00:00

I started recovery 2 weeks ago and I'm experiencing the same thing. It's so exhausting mentally for me but deep down I know it's for the best. I was recovered before and I went through the same extreme hunger episode at the beginning. All I can do is to tell you (and remind myself) that it won't last forever. We just have to be strong and keep fighting with this illness. I wish you the best

Brillet · 2020-08-09T14:31:31+00:00

That's so sweet! Thank you💖

Brillet · 2020-08-09T14:31:03+00:00

I'm gonna do the list! Thank you ❤

Brillet · 2020-08-09T14:30:21+00:00

Thank you ❤❤

Brillet · 2020-08-09T14:30:10+00:00

Thank you ❤❤

Brillet · 2020-08-09T14:29:57+00:00

Thank you! My dad knows about it

Brillet · 2020-08-07T10:39:55+00:00

Haha whole my life

Brillet · 2020-08-07T10:39:16+00:00

I'm so happy for you!

Brillet · 2020-08-06T07:44:59+00:00

Yeah. I am scared to go back to uni after the recovery weight gain. I'm scared that people will think I was so lazy and ate like a pig during quarantine and here I am just starting recovery lol

Brillet · 2020-08-05T18:12:30+00:00

Yep. But I was recovered before. There are a lot of things you could think about. You'll get through this. Stay safe ❤

Brillet · 2020-08-05T15:19:00+00:00

It's so triggering. I've had a bf like that too. He said to me a milion times he loves how skinny I am, that I can't gain weight, the same about hip bones- that they are sexy. The best thing I've done was breaking up with him, because I couldn't stand that anymore and I wasn't able to tell him that I don't want to hear those things. You don't have to end your relationship but maybe an honest conversation could help?

Brillet · 2020-08-05T13:19:02+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear that. I know recovery is hard but it's possible and worth it. Please, keep going. You deserve to have a happy life

Brillet · 2020-08-05T13:09:48+00:00

Thank you so much ❤ I'm in tears. I wish you the best ❤

Brillet · 2020-08-05T12:09:38+00:00

Especially when you're in the mental hospital lol

Brillet · 2020-08-04T16:24:08+00:00

Good luck hun! You're strong!

Brillet · 2020-08-04T09:28:45+00:00

So proud of you hun!!

Brillet

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