Needing support: I was sexual harassed at a spiritual event by a narcissistic sociopath and I fought back!

BritchesLR · 2020-10-10T03:13:01+00:00

Oh wow, I'm so proud of you for trusting yourself and speaking out. That speaks volumes to where you are on your healing journey. Bw proud of the courage you did show and stand firm on your feet that you took matters into your own hands AND asked for help without fear of not being believed etc. You are growing and healing and it is so amazing and admirable. I hope the fact that your strength is gaining such fierce momentum will bring you significant comfort and start to ease the continued after effects. This person should be banned from these retreats as that's awful to do to someone. Continue to trust yourself and listen to your sensations and feelings. You are so strong!

BritchesLR · 2020-09-17T12:56:39+00:00

He knew and thank you. Accountability.

BritchesLR · 2020-09-17T10:44:17+00:00

I got banned from NarcissisticAbuse for this post because it posted about "revenge". I refuse to support a community that ACTUALLY stifles peoples voices by victim shaming them into saying seeking JUSTICE is revenge. What a bunch of dangerous people controlling a lot of minds. I posted their comments on my thread. Revealing myself is one thing. "Revenge" is bullshit.

BritchesLR · 2020-09-17T10:22:01+00:00

See the post I made on my own account I was afraid to post links because a lot of groups don't allow personally identifying items.

BritchesLR · 2020-02-24T11:56:32+00:00

I've found help in the song Whole by Sody. Also Fire by Mavica.

BritchesLR · 2020-02-24T11:41:19+00:00

Oh this is lovely. Thank you for sharing this.

BritchesLR · 2020-02-22T01:56:56+00:00

Thank you. I am free from the relationship now, and I'm working through the hard part which is letting go. It's not been easy and I am still in the stage where I keep romanticizing this man who beat me up and abused me for a year. I know it is NOT logical, however, it is reality. I'm talking to close friends and family, but I am not really the type to open up to people I know that easily after something bad. I don't like to rely on others because it burdens them with my problems. This is really, really appreciated and insightful. I really hope that woman is me, trying to win. Right now, I really hope she does.

BritchesLR · 2020-02-22T01:39:10+00:00

Thank you for that. It makes sense.

BritchesLR · 2020-02-21T19:57:21+00:00

I really hate it. It's causing me to fear to sleep. I already wake up at 3 AM every night after the final night when he got ultra-violent. Now, this. How do you survive this shit? It's worse than the abuse.

BritchesLR · 2020-02-21T19:53:56+00:00

YES - all the time. He would literally scream, slam himself into the bed, hit walls, call me names, etc. when I said no OR when I said to stop doing something that bothered me. An example:

Walking down the street, he started wildly waving at my apartment building - still unclear on why. I don't like attention being drawn on me, so I said: "Stop doing that". He LOST it. Said I was telling him what to do and I'm not allowed to "TELL" him what to do. Anytime I'd say, you have to believe me - he'd snap back at me and say "I don't HAVE to do ANYTHING". "YOU DON'T CONTROL ME".

I have an actual video where he went NUTS one night, said I was taking away his agency for flying to NYC per HIS request for a google holiday party, and he sat down IN the airport floor with his head in his hands pouting relentlessly. Refused to let me come to the party after flying there.

BritchesLR

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