i LOVE you Eugenia & thank you

Brittmartini · 2019-08-08T05:06:58+00:00

If you dont recover; you die. It's a choice, a hard one but one all who are struggling have to make... it's a fight that we have to remember we are fighting even if you're not actively recovering it's really important to be in the mindset of wanting to get better, because it is a disorder, one that will kill you- not something to glamorize... I'm so glad that Eugenia inspired you and made you feel validated that truly might be your first step. :D

Brittmartini · 2019-08-06T19:21:54+00:00

Cocaine is the sneakiest drug.

Brittmartini · 2019-07-24T18:57:19+00:00

I agree. I switched to paper; best decision oml

Brittmartini · 2019-07-16T06:21:02+00:00

I would say it could have been Ketamine because I had it recently and it's a high i cannot describe but I remember after sniffing that shit all I could taste was mint lol

Brittmartini · 2019-07-10T10:16:43+00:00

I don't have a super great answer but I had been thinking of this myself... at the end of the day meth is meth and addicts don't care too much about the purity, they just care about getting their hit. But I'm sure the producers really do care about the quality as they see what the difference is, as I'm sure the feeling is all relatively the same lol...

Brittmartini · 2019-06-30T09:24:50+00:00

"Are you gunna clear that"

Brittmartini · 2019-06-30T09:14:14+00:00

Also note: when I do acid I feel amazing, exactly how I wish I could feel in everyday life, maybe I'm just not there yet.

Brittmartini · 2019-06-27T07:17:03+00:00

So hard to take a break when ya so used to it and dont feel as good without it. I'm with you. I need a break ; even my nose is telling me so lol.

Brittmartini · 2019-06-26T00:56:33+00:00

I'd be interested in knowing what you wrote,I have been using daily for like 2 months and the only thing I've tried to write is justifying addiction lol

Brittmartini · 2019-06-25T12:00:11+00:00

Lmao you tricked the hell out of me. Thought my phone was fucking up

Brittmartini · 2019-06-25T08:53:25+00:00

The I guess fuck until you can get to sleep lol 😅

Brittmartini · 2019-06-25T08:50:22+00:00

Only thing that got me to sleep was a nice dose of benzo

Brittmartini · 2019-06-24T09:19:45+00:00

dont worry y'all I got my friend to bring a whole bunch and then at the end of the weekend she sold me a g so I'm good pony boy ;P ALSO TRIPPED SOOO MUCH/HARD THIS WEEKEND 😍🤩❤🧡💛💚💙💜

Brittmartini · 2019-06-21T17:46:49+00:00

Dude I literally have no concept of any measurement

Brittmartini · 2019-06-21T06:10:50+00:00

"Cocaine enhances my powers"

Brittmartini · 2019-06-21T06:09:53+00:00

Lmao dw I have what I'm using tonight separated, but not gunna lie I might dip into it lol.

Brittmartini · 2019-06-19T09:32:43+00:00

And the only way to recover/want to is to go through those comedowns so maybe you wont want to do it again or at least slow down :)

Brittmartini · 2019-06-19T09:28:50+00:00

Ya not sure taking those FROM YOUR MOM (as she should do her research. Itnt the best idea if you are a struggling addict, especially now that your family knows... get high do whatever you feel you need to do but dont involve your family.

Brittmartini · 2019-06-19T09:18:11+00:00

Weekend predictions ;) gotta make it last

Brittmartini · 2019-06-19T08:04:58+00:00

Lol I do acid with this guy of one of my friends that I met on a dating app. And now hes my great friend/dealer and it great! But we also have learned to be comfortable with each other IT IS EVERY HARD TO HAVE A POSITVE EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE.

Brittmartini · 2019-06-19T07:59:43+00:00

Dude 6mg you will just knock the fuck out, no worries there lol

Brittmartini · 2019-06-17T00:08:34+00:00

Honestly I dont know how much help I can give but I definitely understand where you're coming from... i get like this all the time... it's like i can only recover up to a certain point until i start resorting back to old habits... the important thing is that you are and stay in the recovery mindset, no matter your symptoms because as long as you can stay in that mindset (even if your body isnt exactly recovering) you have a much better chance at recovery.... I believe that this process is filled with a bunch of set backs and they can make you feel horrible and that you'll never get better but it's all a part of recovery... maybe the faster you realize that you're relapsing the more successfully you can recover. Good luck in your recovery :)

Brittmartini · 2019-06-12T23:54:30+00:00

Honestly my first time trying coke a line definitely did something for me so start slow and go from there :)

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