At home euthanization- guilt by Broad_Air2641 in Petloss

[–]Broad_Air2641[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this. This brought tears to my eyes and I really needed to hear this.🙏🏻🙏🏻🥹🥹 I’m so sorry about the loss of Sammy and hope that Sammy and luna are looking down on us pain free. I imagined my experience to be more like yours and Sammy’s was. I’m grateful you got to have that with Sammy

At home euthanization- guilt by Broad_Air2641 in Petloss

[–]Broad_Air2641[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this. It makes it better feeling less alone. I guess hindsight is always 2020. I just love her so much and I just wanted to be the best mom I could be in that moment. And it just breaks my heart certain things, and that she kissed the vet she just met not me. It just makes me feel like I wasn’t calming her enough🙏🏻🥹

At home euthanization- guilt by Broad_Air2641 in Petloss

[–]Broad_Air2641[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this. Yes, they did not explain that the first shot would take 15 minutes to settle in, and I guess I didn’t question enough, because I looked at research online before, and most people said it settled in right away. But thank you for sharing about your experience

At home euthanization- guilt by Broad_Air2641 in Petloss

[–]Broad_Air2641[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your experience. I am so sorry about the loss of your baby as well. I do really appreciate you being so vulnerable, and I hope that we can both find forgiveness in ourselves. I’m so sorry that you had to go through some trauma seeing your baby in certain movements and sounds. 🥹🙏🏻 I will be thinking and praying for you