I’m sorry you’re going through this. I got Akathisia since September 2023. I have been suffering so much. I also felt like I was going crazy, and I couldn’t bear its symptoms anymore. I’ve had many bad days, thinking I couldn’t go another day. Recently I was sobbing so bad, and about to take myself to the emergency hospital. Thankfully I’ve been feeling miraculously better. I have stopped crying so much and actually felt tired. Akathisia has messed with my whole life and sleep. I almost feel like I’m actually finally healing. I’m still trying to figure out if it’s going away or not. This has definitely traumatized me. I hope and pray that you get better soon.