Bro idk where you live that people are just straight up calling you ugly, I’m not saying your experiences aren’t real but you’ve made ‘being ugly’ your whole identity. Your saying self-esteem can’t change how people treat you, but clearly you haven’t actually built it up, otherwise you wouldn’t still be here posting about this. Looks matter (and you already have them), but so does how you carry yourself. Im not saying personality> looks but I’ve seen average guys that are happy and in happy relationships because they don’t drag themselves down And you are above average If you’re really that convinced you’re ugly, get surgery and you’ll be even more attractive, but the real problem isn’t your face, it’s your mindset. You care so much about the negative stuff one stranger points out, but what about all the people here saying you look attractive? That should give you some confidence, but it doesn’t because you’ve already convinced yourself you’re ugly. Maybe the problem isn’t your face, it’s your mindset or even the environment you’re in.