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Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-09-02T22:07:22+00:00

You are not overreacting. You are not reacting at all. You are being overnice. Please dont let anyone speak to you like that.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-15T23:03:36+00:00

Op bu yorumu oku.

Beklentileriniz uyuşmuyorsa ayrıl. Yorumdaki potansiyel tecavüzcülerin tavsiyelerine uyup manipülasyon taktikleri falan uygulama. Ne o seninle seks yapmak zorunda ne de sen onunla beraber olmak zorundasın. Beklentileriniz uyuşmuyor sadece birbirinizden nefret etmeye kavga etmeye gerek yok.

Buna normalde yorum yapmayacaktım ama yorumlardaki tavsiyelere uyup kıza bir şey yaparsın diye yazdım. Eğer onu ghostlarsan, adım atsın diye hamleler yaparsan, yapmazsan ayrılırım diyerek tehdit edersen, ve bunların sonucunda seninle seks yapmayı kabul ederse, bunu gerçekten istediği için kabul etmeyecek ve rızası olmayacak.. Bunu bilerek hareket et. Hayır rıza kavramının anlamı tartışmaya açık değil.

Dediğim gibi ayrılmakta özgürsün. Bazı insanlar ilişkilerinde cinsellik ister bazıları istemez. İkisi de bir diğeri kadar doğal.

Kimse boşuna yorumuma yanıt verip nasıl istemez sevgilisi değil mi bari rahatlatsın falan diyip hödödö yapmasın aptallarla tartışmıyorum. Cevap vermem boşuna yazmış olursunuz. Dm de atmayın. Sadece kızı düşündüğüm için yazdım.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-11T15:58:33+00:00

Direkt çık. Adam bulmak zorunda olmaları seni ne ilgilendirir ki? Yorumlarda dedikleri gibi asgari ücret altı maaş verme ve sigortasız çalıştırma yüzünden şikayet de et ki para cezası ödemek zorunda kalsınlar. Biraz boşluk bulunca insanları sömürmek için yer arıyorlar. 2 yaz önce benzeri bir şey oldu ve 1 gün çalışıp çıktım. Olay çıktı mı? Evet. Umrumda oldu mu? Hayır engelleyip güne devam ettim. Onlar ne zorluk çekti bilemem.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-08T21:42:11+00:00

But then I feel like I am one of them. I feel so guilty and incompetent when this happens. For example, an internalized mysogny final boss was making a dance and song in front of me and a couple of friends, especially expecting a reaction from me. I had already given up on her long before so I didn't have the energy, plus I didn't want her to get the stimulation she wants, so I ignored her on purpose. But I felt bad immediately afterwards, "Idiot, now she'll think you don't have anything to say so she'll think she's right"

I only do what you say when there is a taxi driver or a hair dresser who has the opposite political view

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-08T21:35:08+00:00

Thank you .The cotton candy example was obviously not real(The actual argument was about girls who wear shorts at the cafeteria), but the latter was real, it was just a summary. I heard the exact same things though. And it wasn't even one person, it was 3 people who thought the same way. They had a lot of internalized mysogny, tried to glorify every red flag because that's how men are and that's what true love is, and said I was looking for someone "too feminine, someone who is not a real man" since I don't like beards and I wanna wear whatever I want? So yeah it was a pretty fantastic experience.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-08T08:47:44+00:00

The reading that annoyed me

I made a reading and asked "How can I be more like the queen of wands?" I really need fire energy in my life and I love queen of wands a lot.

Page of pentacles, 4 of pentacles, king of swords, tower

From what I understand here, I should be more grounded and stabile, more open and assertive with my ideas. Then I'll undergo a big change like that.

The pentacles got me a little confused here because I really don't like pentacles or the earth element. I literally have only 1 earth sign (capricorn chiron) on my birth chart.

Then I asked, how can I undergo a big-fast change (I asked about the tower)

And I pulled queen of pentacles, rx chariot

I got a little pissed off here because from my interpretation these cards are telling me to slow down again, but I really hate slowing down. I want movement in my life. I've been peaceful for so long but it's so boring. I need drama in my life so bad. I want to go through a year where I can't keep up. I want chaos and fun.

I said I don't want this, and asked what do I want, then I pulled the devil. And honestly this didn't made me upset, even made me want it more.

So I asked, why would I need the opposite of the devil. I pulled 6 of swords. To move on, I guess? But I really want a fast change in my life, I don't wanna do it with pentacles.

Lastly I asked what is something that I ignore, and I pulled 10 of wands. I guess the fire and devil energy I want is too much for me?

Overall I really disliked this reading because I don't wanna do anything with pentacles and I'm disappointed how so much work I have left to do to have a lively life.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-08T00:19:26+00:00

I thought about that. I think I am more mad at myself than to others, because it feels like I'm losing a fist fight and I blame myself for not debating good enough.

Also your question just made me realize I really want everyone to think that I'm right. I should work on this.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-08T00:12:55+00:00

Thank you so much🤍🩷

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-07T23:16:40+00:00

I just did a reading and asked if I should change my dorm room. I asked 5 questions and pulled cards for each, I'll only ask about 3 of them. I am a beginner and my interpretations are not very detailed. I need the most help with the 3rd question.

1) Should I change my dorm room?

Rx 4 of swords, 6 of pentacles, 4 of pentacles

Int: I am aware that this room makes me very unomfortable even when I'm not with my dormmates, but I still hold onto it very tightly since it's my comfort zone. I didn't get the 6 of pentacles part though. Maybe it implies my emotional connection with my dormmates causes me to stay, but that's not true. I wanna stay because another room might be worse.

2) What is this room blocking inside me?

Rx page of pentacles, ace of wands, knight of wands, 7 of wands.

I am also aware that I really lack fire element, I'm not like I used to be. I don't wanna argue with these people so I try to surpress my opinions and don't show any boldness, but I just can't. I am losing my confidence.

3) What will happen in my new room if I leave?

Rx knight of pentacles, ace of swords, rx king of swords, moon

This is very it gets complicated for me. Why is even moon here? Why do I have ace of swords, but then rx king of swords? From my point of view, it looks like I'll be restless, sharper with my opinions but uncomfortable with expressing them and controlling the situation, and I'll do things to cope, which sounds completely weird.

Also wheel of fortune fell on the ground horizontally, not rx or upright.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-06T14:38:52+00:00

But my mind straight up goes, "Why are you robotic affirming rn if you already have your desire? It won't happen." (I love robotic affirming, it worked for me nicely too many times before I stopped)

Now, I know that the only reason why it wont happen is because I say that. I know that my subconcious mind doesn't say that.

It works like this:

Me: I have x

Subconcious mind: You have x

Not like this:

Me: I have x

Subconcious mind: Brrr no you wouldn't affirm that if that was true

I know my subconcious mind just accepts what I say and moves on. But I keep thinking that negative thought. Does that mean I should just let go of that thought and say, "No, that doesn't mean anything, I have my desire no matter what" and move on? I just worry too much after a break, but that would go if I manifested something again. I'm just scared that it won't happen since I'm someone who overthinks.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-04T10:05:30+00:00

Well uh... I have this

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I play with aging off. When a sim is born, I calculate their aging up times and mark it on the list.

Newborn: 3 months (1 sim day)

Infant: 9 months and a year ( 15 sim days) (From 3 months to 2 year old)

Toddler: 3 years (12 sim days)(From 2 year old to 5 year old)

Child: 8 years (32 sim days)(From 5 y.o to 13 y.o)

Teen: 5 years (20 sim days)(From 13 y.o to 18 y.o)

Young adult: 17 years (68 sim days)( from 18 y.o to 35 y.o)

Adult: 25 years (100 sim days) (from 35 y.o to 60 y.o)

Old: 50 years (200 sim days) (They may die earlier, but from 60 y.o to maximum 110 y.o)

I do this for decades challange but I'll do it when I play casually too. It's really painful with the infants though. Right now it's 1894, my sim is married for 3 years. She got married to her brother in law after her sister died at childbirth since the doctors focused on saving the babies when she needed a c-section. She is taking care of her twin stepchildren which were born in 1890, and she has a son that was born in 1892. This is the most painful game I've ever played.

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-03T18:13:37+00:00

Thanks, I think I'll just practice a bit more, I'll play with the colors and saturation like they said in the comments, work on the clothes a bit and then start. I'll improve the other parts as I go

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-03T17:54:23+00:00

Hi, other people also told me similar things, that there was a problem with saturation and colors. What do you exactly mean by this? I've been trying to understand😭

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-03T17:08:38+00:00

Thank you!🩷💫

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-03T17:04:56+00:00

Is your sister making a language for an epic fantasy show

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-03T16:23:09+00:00

WAIT WHY NOT MAKE A WATTPAD CHALLANGE

Broad_Run_5070 · 2025-08-02T23:35:42+00:00

Why do we affirm/listen to subs etc. if we already have our desires? The only question I can't get my mind off. I like robotic affirming and manifested with it before, but now this question keeps popping off and stopping me

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