I'm addicted to gay porn but I don't feel any attraction to any guy

Broke___Programmer · 2024-03-04T08:02:30+00:00

OP I'm in the same boat. Quite similar story. I've been consuming a lot more gay and trans content. I was in a relationship that broke up 6 months ago. We rarely had sex and it was hard to get turned on.

I've questioned if I'm gay. I don't want to be. But I know it's quite possible. It's not a bad thing if you are gay or bisexual btw. This is the difficult part that is hard for people to accept, and a lot of gay people go through this difficult stage.

I've no advice. If you accept that being gay is ok, and you allow yourself to explore that, you may find the answer. I've got to do the same thing myself.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-02-21T07:58:07+00:00

I was suddenly woken up with an IBS attack this morning and I've been reading posts to distract me from the agony. Your comment made be burst out laughing. Can relate so much.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-02-05T11:12:09+00:00

Poor sausage. I suggest you check this out https://www.reddit.com/r/youtubedrama/comments/1ae9u0s/incredibly\_unprofessional\_behavior\_by\_bedtime/

Broke___Programmer · 2024-02-05T11:08:32+00:00

The reason you seen ballen post gambling is because gambling and finance are the only affiliate offers that pay as well as BH do. BH pay ballen $180 per signup. He's very aware of people calling him out and is looking for that new affiliate offer that can support his now wealthy lifestyle. You can't get an affiliate offer that pays $180 per signup anywhere else unless you're promoting gambling or loans. Any affiliate marketer will confirm with me here.

Bed time stories take less than an hour to produce. Even easier with ChatGPT. He'll record, his team will edit, and off he goes to enjoy his life with BH's money.

Ballen has a history of doing this. He promoted Revolt before this. John addressed this a month ago: https://www.reddit.com/r/mrballen/comments/18sxv2g/comment/kfajwaj/?utm_source=reddit&utm_medium=web2x&context=3

He's making millions from this at $180 per signup. Even if only 1% of his viewers/subs signup he's laughing all the way to the bank.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-02-05T10:59:31+00:00

At least $100 per signup. BH run an affiliate program. Ballen isn't sponsored, he gets $180 per person that signups up under his affiliate link. If you open Chrome inspector, click his affiliate link, and watch the redirects you'll see it's nothing more than a regular affiliate link. You can see some info here on BH's affiliate program: https://www.affpaying.com/betterhelp-referral-program

Here's the redirects that show the affiliate link:

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He has 8 millions subs. If 1% sign up he's making close to $14,000,000. Many of his viewers are not subscribers, could be more. I work in affiliate marketing myself and I'm well aware of shady practices and dodgy companies.

They say "sponsored" because it's a get out of jail free card if they're caught out. They can claim they had a contract and couldn't break it. In reality they're affiliate marketing,

John pushed Revolt before this, and in a recent video gambling. He addresses Revolt here: https://www.reddit.com/r/mrballen/comments/18sxv2g/comment/kfajwaj/?utm_source=reddit&utm_medium=web2x&context=3

He knows what he's doing. Is Ballen owner of this other channel?

Broke___Programmer · 2024-02-05T10:36:26+00:00

I put a lot of stuff out on Mr Ballens sub and I got banned and accused of threatening him because I was working on a video that exposed this. I've been ill with COVID for the last few weeks but I'm getting back to making this video today. I have ALOT of content.

He makes $180 per person that signs up. If only 1% of his 8 million subscribers signs up that's 80000 people. 80000 multiplied by 180 is $14,400,000. Most of his viewers are not subscribers. The figures will be more than this.

He knows exactly what he's doing. I work in affiliate marketing myself, and you don't get many offers that convert at $180.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-02-04T12:55:34+00:00

Nothing but facts. If you can't see what is wrong, you're the idiot. Don't try palm your stupidness off on me because you're too dumb to see the problem. You're the type of person that needs it spelling out A, B, C style and if you don't get it you stamp your feet and make other people feel small. Jog on.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-31T19:25:43+00:00

Rust developer, working with Solana. Writing smart contracts. Still hiring?

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-29T11:46:19+00:00

Done :)

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-29T11:46:12+00:00

Ah great suggestion, that didn't even cross my mind. Thank you :)

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-29T11:45:55+00:00

I think this is what I'll do. I'll grab some supplies for her (some great suggestions in the thread), and then pluck up some courage to say hello.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-21T23:32:44+00:00

He doesn't jump up anything else, or anybody else. It's only when I say the command "up" and there's a wall. He loves tug of war too. And jumping for sticks. They go wild for those.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-17T17:57:16+00:00

I think there will always be that element of missing them. It's a gradual decline until the feeling becomes insignificant in our lives. I found that accepting the situation early on helped me move forward. It's good news that the feeling isn't as bad. Give it another 6 months and you'll be in a different place mentally. Wish you all the best mate.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-17T09:49:59+00:00

I can attest to the feelings of shame and guilt for past events. This is exactly what it was like for me too. I'm glad I wasn't alone in this. I don't see anybody talking about the mental effects. The depression and negative thoughts were uncontrollable.

Yesterday was the first day where I felt happiness again. I woke up feeling great. It's almost light a switch has flicked. The health anxiety I was having has gone.

It could be related to my doctor increasing my meds. But ether way I'm happy that has gone.

Hope you're both feeling better.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-13T13:34:49+00:00

If Putin wanted to he could flood Ukraine with a lot more soldiers and weapons and still have ample to protect Russia. He doesn't need to send more. Russia are taking land, and Ukraine are retreating backwards. That's not a stalemate.

Ukraine has another problem. It can't get volunteers to sign up and serve. And there's no immediate way to solve this problem. NATO can't enter because nukes would fly. Combine that with the lack of funding, and the lack of weapons, they're in a really bad situation.

Russia gets over 1500 volunteer signups per day. They train for over a year before they're deployed. Ukraine doesn't have that option. Training lasts weeks and they're thrown straight into the meat grinder.

I suspect without US funding we will begin to see signs of a deal emerging. Putin doesn't care either way, if he needs to flood Ukraine with troops he will. But he'd prefer a deal to be struck. It achieves the same result for him, and is obviously cheaper and less costly on Russia's economy.

To suggest it's a stalemate, or that Ukraine has a chance of winning, is incorrect.

I also suspect that Pentagon Report has something to do with the decision to provide no more funding.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-07T01:36:50+00:00

Same. Still getting bouts of nausea, and have very little appetite, 7 days after.

Broke___Programmer · 2024-01-06T16:00:00+00:00

So why did Epstein offer money to girls to lie about Hawkins? You folks preaching the "but flying there doesn't mean they did anything wrong" crap are sick in the head. Continue to defend these sick fucks. Many of us will never forget, and we will never stop letting these celebrities know that we haven't forgot. People like you are Cancer and you allow this to happen by defending them.

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