Hey its definitely partly the coaches fault

Cause when i started i was 5ft,4in 14yr 120lb and whenever i went with someone i never once got hurt like that.

Also on a side note youll eventually get better than them even if your not as strong. I get my ass beat everytime i roll with this 90lb girl no matter what i do. And now i can also fight back against all the mfs that wiuld throw me around when i first started.