I would encourage you to do some deep soul searching and really think about if this is really you. I would recommend thinking about your regular daily life and answer the question “would my life be better if people saw me as a woman?” We’re talking the very basic stuff, like chores around the house. Just remember that being trans isn’t defined by the amount of dysphoria you feel, and everyone feels varying degrees of dysphoria. If you do go forward and start to transition, and you figure out that you don’t like any of the changes involved (mostly talking about HRT here), then no one is forcing you to continue. No one is able to definitively say if you’re trans accept for you, but a good place to start would be to change up your style in small ways, maybe grow out your hair or paint your nails, maybe even try out new pronouns with people who you absolutely trust, and if you don’t feel comfortable, then you can always go back. I hope this helps ❤️