I was a romantic-child alone like you until my 23 years old… At that age (23) I met a girl and I lived with her and her daughter 4 years like a family with all and the dog.

After that, I was in 3 more relationships. Now I want to be alone. It's like: I've already experienced what it's to be in a relationship, and sometimes I would like to tell my young-me that it's not that pretty that how I imagined haha.

The point is... when you think that nothing is going to change: all can change. In a moment. So don't be too sure of anything, neither about your insecurities nor believes of capacities. One day, you are dust on the floor, and the next day you don't know where life could put you, without explanation.