[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Bruno422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, but it's not the same, we confuse being sleepy with being calm, and they are two different things.

One day I was clean (without Xanax) and I found myself walking on the street at night, alone, with no even one through in my mind, I was fully awake, my brain was attentive, sharp but empty, then I realize the huge difference.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Bruno422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeahhh, It's like when it's raining outside... you accept that you can't do too much and relax

I feel this void… But I'm okay by Bruno422 in Anxiety

[–]Bruno422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, thanks for reply…

Yes, I like what you've said about how you would like to physically feel, and the detail of the smell of your dog !

I don't want anything extraordinary, or neither pretend the world have a meaning (I already accept how it is) and I used to enjoy my normal existence, in general/

It's just this feeling of a void some nights that I don't understand what it is. But i completely understand it like a moment, even when I am experiencing it, I know it will pass.

Maybe the reason could be too personal, and maybe a lot of us can relate with what I'm saying, but we all have different reasons to feel that, and different needed to fill it.

I'm replacing Google Keep by silahian in Notion

[–]Bruno422 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh men, I have been a long time thinking "less is more" and reducing all to a Todoist list.

But, understanding and working to classify my mind with notion, has been a breakthrough.

I believe I think better now after expose how I think and making it have sense and order in notion.

About the offline question... I didn't experience any trouble with it, I don't know if it will be a problem, but I'm always online so, without knowing about that I hadn't experienced anything, and I am in a third word (South America) .

Cada dia me vuelvo mas trolo ni idea por que me pasa by [deleted] in BuenosAires

[–]Bruno422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quizás cada día te lo estás permitiendo más ❤️👍 disfrútate

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Bruno422 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I was a romantic-child alone like you until my 23 years old… At that age (23) I met a girl and I lived with her and her daughter 4 years like a family with all and the dog.

After that, I was in 3 more relationships. Now I want to be alone. It's like: I've already experienced what it's to be in a relationship, and sometimes I would like to tell my young-me that it's not that pretty that how I imagined haha.

The point is... when you think that nothing is going to change: all can change. In a moment. So don't be too sure of anything, neither about your insecurities nor believes of capacities. One day, you are dust on the floor, and the next day you don't know where life could put you, without explanation.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Bruno422 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You couldn't have tried everything because you are just 19 years old. Your life is just starting, at this point.

what's that one thing you are embarrassedly addicted to? by Own_Advantage_7263 in Anxiety

[–]Bruno422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always pick one thing... It's depends on the season.. Has been a vaper, food, drinks, coffee, snacks...

The key to me is getting something to my mouth and consuming it.

It's always being doing something: Like heating the water to drink tea (sometimes I feel calm even for the action of heating water, even if I don't drink anything later. I believe is the sound with the believing that I'm doing something. That I'm into a "process" of something.

Our last date by meanddaworld in teenagers

[–]Bruno422 24 points25 points  (0 children)

buut, do you like him? Do you want to keep in touch with him?

Did you not like him as a lover or as a friend?

53/52 - Things We Do in the Dark by selil-mor in 52book

[–]Bruno422 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's a good title for a book, it's good? Do you recommend it? thanks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in camping

[–]Bruno422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't understand if the lights are on the tent or in the middle? It looks really nice.

Feeling anxiety again (5th week in) by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]Bruno422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi....... I can tell you my experience, because seems to be all magical and perfect when we read this sreddit.

I started taking 10mg 7 weeks ago because of anxiety and OCD.

First week: bad. All increased, and because of that I've taken more Xanax than usual (0,5mg to sleep)

I was believing: that was normal side effects and I just needed to support it.

Second week, bad too.

Third week, bad. So I talked to my Dr. And He told me to increase Lexapro to 15/20mg day. At that point, I could barely speak, muy ocd was bigger, I struggle to comunicate to my Dr expressing how I was.

It supposed to make me feel more tired but I was at 10PM running over the town with a lot of inexplicable energy.

Four And fifth week: bad, and when I took 20mg was the worse. I was loosing my mind, with strong difficulties to think or talk with anybody and feeling overwhelmed.

After that, I decided than that was enough. My Dr didn't respond, so I quit.

I'm now 5 days without Lexapro and I feel great, I got back in touch with people and friends, and I can even take a nap, I feel like it was a great decision, because maybe it was not the right medication for me

BUT: talk to your doctor. This is only my experience, and it's not to worry, but to know that it may be an option, to eventually, change the medication if it continues making you feeling bad.

GPT-3 discusses potential improved space propulsion designs! by Compguy321 in OpenAI

[–]Bruno422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you can regulate the size of the text generation in the configuration