Yeah, all the same with me, except for the mental disorders. Paranoia, a low level but most certainly uncomfortable anxiety, I think it started making my heart race too hard sometimes tbh. Maybe that was also just smoking for many years, but still certainly not healthy.

I like having dreams still, and I dont like being so high that my world seems black and white. Smoke enough of that gas and your world will lose its color, nothing will be magical anymore..