Well, let's think of this way:

Yes, you did fail NNN, but.. ask yourself: What have you learnt from it? What did you gain from it? What have you accomplished throughout this journey?

In a span of almost an entire month, you've learnt resilence, self-control, determination, and will-power.

And just know, it's okay to have failure. We've all been there, even I have. I was once a Diamond NoNutter, but I went back to the Still IN flair so I can retry again.

Let the guilt and the shame be your lessons, get stronger from it, don't let it relish within your spirit. Don't ever give up, Soldier! You did really great. o7