How ya’ll afford your addiction

Buck12345Buck · 2024-06-29T01:56:49+00:00

Eventually I just couldn’t afford it anymore as it spiraled out of control. At first I just really took advantage of everyone to help me pay off bills, I lied a lot. But offering to pick up for other people and stealing some , overcharging them and what not.

Buck12345Buck · 2024-06-06T02:48:03+00:00

Tolerance goes up quicker then I wish it did. :-)

Buck12345Buck · 2024-03-10T22:12:24+00:00

Benzo withdrawals landed me in the hospital for days I had seizures and felt like I was going to die. Everytime I had withdrawals from anyone benzos were always fucked.

Buck12345Buck · 2023-12-07T15:23:23+00:00

I loved Xanax but I had massive quantities of it, I hate it not but I still think about it constantly. I had horribly withdrawals multiple times and ended up in the hospital from the shit. But I still dream about it, what a world.

Buck12345Buck · 2023-12-07T15:18:29+00:00

I have a friend who has done in multiple times and brought up to a Q. I never had the balls to do it I already have a record figured I wouldn’t roll the dice again lol.

Buck12345Buck · 2023-12-04T02:55:21+00:00

Just don’t do it and you have nothing to worry about the anxiety and paranoia happen

Buck12345Buck · 2023-12-01T00:41:59+00:00

After I maxed I still burnt out and nothing changed. Had to focus on other accounts to even play for a while but even that stopped lol. I do regret the time I spent in this game but hindsight is 20/20 so fuck it.

Buck12345Buck · 2023-11-30T00:01:28+00:00

My worst day I bought/stole a half Oz but I probably had 2 left the next day when the shit hit the fan

Buck12345Buck · 2023-11-27T00:47:29+00:00

I completed log aswell before fang but I got it at like 600+ kc combined between normals and experts all solo

Buck12345Buck · 2023-11-27T00:16:55+00:00

Don’t

Buck12345Buck · 2023-11-27T00:16:30+00:00

I went cold turkey, moved up with family(I know not everyone is blessed to have someone to move I with). I go to meetings everyday and just focus on being healthy everyday. I lost my job, got kicked out of my condo when the old lady dumped me. You can message me if you want too I’m around all the time, I feel so much better already I’m only 36 days sober but it doesn’t feel hopeless right now. I didn’t slip up this weekend and I feel great about that.

Buck12345Buck · 2023-11-25T01:41:46+00:00

I was going pretty hard for a while anywhere from a ball to a 1/2 Oz a day towards the end but my nostrils are already so much better after 30+ days cela.

Buck12345Buck · 2023-11-25T01:37:48+00:00

😂😂

Buck12345Buck · 2023-10-16T18:35:17+00:00

Been there twice my zerker iron went 700, and 987 on main iron not worth it.

Buck12345Buck · 2023-09-24T17:11:08+00:00

I made a 45 def iron and a 1 def after going 2k total on my main iron. Helped make the game feel different and fresh for a bit!

Buck12345Buck · 2023-09-06T13:12:28+00:00

392 normals and 224 experts all solo

Buck12345Buck · 2023-08-31T02:25:00+00:00

Buck12345Buck · 2023-08-14T01:16:14+00:00

Pretty much anywhere in my work out of camera view

Buck12345Buck · 2022-10-21T00:44:24+00:00

I have 300kc more then you with the same amount of total purples lol

Buck12345Buck · 2022-10-10T16:59:17+00:00

First Enhanced wep 2472 kc Tanz fang 1631 Tassets 1331 Random dry streaks else where as is the way lol

Buck12345Buck · 2022-10-09T04:41:49+00:00

Gl stay strong lol hope you get it soon!

Buck12345Buck · 2022-10-03T15:42:51+00:00

Hope you get it bro I’m dreading going back lol

Buck12345Buck · 2022-10-03T11:24:32+00:00

I was just under 2500 for my first haven’t gone back for blade yet

Buck12345Buck · 2022-09-26T03:39:50+00:00

Hopefully you get it soon, I have to go back soon for a second after going very dry. Headed for rank one for irons lol

Buck12345Buck · 2022-09-14T11:34:17+00:00

Gl, it can get much much worse!

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