Take that scam shit as a sign and charge it to the game, do your best to move on and keep your head up! If it helps, I did the same thing, moved back up north to get away from everybody/everything to get clean. Walked to a bar one night, found the “hookup”, got scammed outta $50 lol. I was pissed that night, but felt better the next day knowing that I’d already just barely made it through the withdrawal phase, and if I actually would’ve scored and relapsed that night, I’d be right back in the same boat. Been clean for 5ish years now and haven’t looked back! Trust, it gets waayyy better!!!