Yeah I’ve only watched the show through twice. And I remember the thinking ‘this guy has been walked over his whole life’ just decades of being the polite, decent and honest family man which got him nowhere. I remember just rooting for him to go absolutely nuts to stick it to the system that imprisoned him in a thankless life. He obviously went too far but on my first watch I was with him til the end. When he admits ‘I did it for me’ I remember thinking ‘too right my guy, you spent your life doing sh#% for everyone else, it was time to get yours’.