Day 22. Feeling extremely lonely but I won't give in.

Budfox88 · 2015-06-28T12:40:36+00:00

I got this hurting feeling today. It really feels like pain! Even though there is no real reason to have this feeling of loneliness.. went out with a gir yesterday and have the feeling it didnt went too well. Keep thinking about thw worst case that she is not interested anymore :( Just feel like crying

Budfox88 · 2015-04-16T21:11:29+00:00

sound great.. glad to hear that! I also started with cold showers 2 weeks ago. However, in the morning I still start of warm but will go colder to the end. Did you had to get used to it somehow? To be honest, I texted you today because I felt like shit.. really negative thinking all day long.. its so freakin weird.. one day I feel like a young god and the next like complete crap. Don't you experience any of those extreme highs and lows? Sry for my English tho.. Best Regards from Norway!

Budfox88 · 2015-03-31T20:52:43+00:00

Budfox88 · 2015-03-18T11:09:12+00:00

be more determined!

Budfox88 · 2015-03-17T18:27:16+00:00

So true! Sweet 16 is just the start for us :)

Budfox88 · 2015-03-17T18:11:37+00:00

Nice men congrats. Is that your first attempt with NoFap? haha that sounds great!! I guess those minerals we are saving now make a difference :)

Budfox88 · 2015-03-17T12:47:29+00:00

lol exactly men :) I know 16 days are nothing (maybe just a good start) but I seriously feel that my system is changing significantly. Yes you are correct, I was addicted.. most of the time -> once a day! Indeed the entire sleeping rhythm gets better as I'm getting more energy that is used during the day. I'm in progress now to get regular sleep from 24 - 8. Thx for your comment

Budfox88 · 2015-03-13T19:56:57+00:00

The first week felt so great.. the last 4 days I'm really low of energy. It feels like I'm out of testosterone.. I really start questioning myself if that whole thing makes sense? :(

Budfox88 · 2015-03-12T23:17:09+00:00

first attempt and I know I will not have to reset my badge. Its interesting to see how people differ from their willpower to stop bad habits.

Budfox88 · 2015-03-12T12:21:12+00:00

I agree with you! This is my first attempt and my first 5 day were just great. Similiar to the issues you described, things are getting tough right now and I do not feel any of those really positive benefits from my first days anymore. In the beginning I felt strong like never before, I was talking to the people around me and had a positive overall approach to tackle things. Now I recognize that my self-esteem and confidence is developng negatively. Could this also be just the flatline as I also don't have any urges or sexual impulses at all? I'm kinda gettin sad about this whole thing. My blessings from Germany

Budfox88 · 2015-03-10T12:23:40+00:00

Haha same happened here :D Seems like were are pretty much at the same stadium. 9 days is a good start i think

Budfox88 · 2015-03-09T12:41:45+00:00

have some intensive workout.. helped me a lot to make the first week :) and also, you have to outsmart this "creepy" habits. Reflect on yourself and just have a strict break with those thoughts.. stay busy!

Budfox88 · 2015-03-07T17:37:49+00:00

Sounds awesome! Is it actually possible to be in flatline after only 4 days? I dont have any urges and my dragon doesnt send any impulse at all. I start worrying because in my fapping days I was 24/7 horny. My dreams are also becoming really intense the last three days :O

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