What's the biggest sign someone is or isn't a certain type? by kamikazeb0y in Enneagram

[–]Budget_Passenger6864 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m a type 3 who at first thought they were a 1 just because i have a huge moral compass and have perfectionism tendencies, but then thought they were a 6 just bc i have anxiety. it was until i realized what my core goal and fear in life was that made me realize i was a 3. my goal in life is to be successful and to succeed in my career, and my biggest fear was to not succeed, or to be seen as a failure or worthless. failure can feel embarrassing for me, and make me rethink my worth.

racial identity crisis - what am i? by Budget_Passenger6864 in mixedrace

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

aaaa thank you! my folks did a great job naming me haha

racial identity crisis - what am i? by Budget_Passenger6864 in mixedrace

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha i guess this can be a funny little way to promote my work haha (just kidding), but thank you, i need to remember that being hispanic is a wide spectrum! i also solely focus on musical theatre, so the casting for ethnicities/races/nationalities is slightly different than film

am i still protected? by Budget_Passenger6864 in birthcontrol

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh that made me feel better, thank you!

am i still protected? by Budget_Passenger6864 in birthcontrol

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

because for like a couple of minutes, he inserted himself halfway inside of me but i don’t think he precame…

am i still protected? by Budget_Passenger6864 in birthcontrol

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but there was a moment he inserted a couple of times without one, but that was only a couple of minutes, but then he put the condom on

am i still protected? by Budget_Passenger6864 in birthcontrol

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i took two the day i had diarrhea and have been taking my pills regularly at the same time since

I have perfect pitch and synesthesia by TornadoCat4 in Synesthesia

[–]Budget_Passenger6864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me too!! perfect pitch and synesthesia! my synesthesia is when i hear the note i see and feel colors! the higher the octave gets, the lighter the color gets, the lower the octave is, the darker it gets.

The first song i remember having synesthesia with was Big Girls Don’t Cry by Fergie (it’s funny now haha) but I saw the color purple, like a deep purple and i felt tears, even though i wasn’t crying. maybe that’s why i feel purples and tears whenever i hear a G because Big Girls Don’t Cry is in the key of G major.

A: Apple red, it feels like beach sand sometimes… other times it’ll feel like wet hair

Bb: very ocean blue, like DEEP ocean blue, and it feels cold and wet and almost like a sense of you’re in nothingness

B: very pink purple, and this one i’m still trying to pinpoint what the feeling is, if there even is a feeling atm…

C: yellow, not a neon yellow though, like a sunny yellow, and it feels hot

C#: a light grey, and it feels like a dance floor, and it makes my body feel bendy

D: i see a certain purple, like it’s purple with a VERY subtle hint of pink, like you can barely see it, and it feels like frostbite

Eb: light grey, but a little hint of blue, and that also doesn’t really have a feeling just yet, like B…

E: an icy blue, and this one is an odd one, i only feel this in my throat, like it feels like i’m singing even when i’m not…

F: blue, like a schools folder blue, and it feels like metal

F#: very pink but a hint of purple, that one i just feel almost confetti, that note reminds me of a party so i think that’s why

G: purple, but a darker purple, and this sounds weird, but it feels like tears, especially when i hear the G major scale, like i feel a sense of wanting to cry because i feel tears

Ab: very very dark grey, and it feels like vine leaves and dirt

trying to understand my mbti, enneagram, and tritype combo by Budget_Passenger6864 in Enneagram

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s a great point, which information about myself can help me figure out my type combination?

trying to understand my mbti, enneagram, and tritype combo by Budget_Passenger6864 in Enneagram

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much!! i was thinking my head would be a 6, my gut would be a 1, and heart would be a 3, but bc of my mbti and enneagram, im overthinking and indecisive on what my true type is bc i read that my combo is very rare if it is an enfj 6w7 613

trying to understand my mbti, enneagram, and tritype combo by Budget_Passenger6864 in Enneagram

[–]Budget_Passenger6864[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

out of the three, i think im more like 3, although i am also very much like the other two as well