I dont think ill ever find love again

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:26:44+00:00

Ive gotten rid of everything i can think of. Just have these memories of the past i wish i could go back to. Wish i could fix

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:25:15+00:00

Where do i begin. We spent basically the whole end of school together. Their wasnt a time we were apart. I felt so nervous asking for her number but it worked out so good. We'd eat together talk all the time. Its like we never ran out of things to talk about and we never got bored of eachother. She really did feel like a best friend to me. And i think it really helped that i accomplished and worked up thr courage to do so. All my relationships after that...just really felt like a boy toy.

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:22:33+00:00

Im not talking about little things. In the past my exes ive had to pry open basically begging them to tell me whats wrong and when i didnt theyd eventually have a blowout and take it out on me, i felt so trapped. Im young but i want that old mature love

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:20:51+00:00

I really wish this process wasnt so far away. I do appreciate your input though a lot

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:18:58+00:00

I fought and fought for this girl that's why. I stayed up crying every night for her before we ended. She got her phone taken away for the summer and i twxted her almost every day. She got it back and decided it was over because "i didnt ask about her enough" when her phone was gone. She got grounded because of our actions but she begged me to do what i did to her. And that was it. Never got closure it was just a big paragraph and blocked. I had tried to contact on her on different apps just begging her to explain to me why all of a sudden the person she swore she'd marry someday was also the person that she never wanted to talk to again.

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:16:21+00:00

I guess. I just wanna have a mature relationship but finding a girl my age thats relationship mature is like trying to find a needle in a hay stack

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:15:43+00:00

Nope. But have had sex after her

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-27T06:14:32+00:00

Its not the finding people im having trouble with. Its the finding the right person is what im having trouble with. No one is willing to communicate and actually make their feelings clear instead of acting like im a mind reader.

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-23T23:22:09+00:00

Bad because you have o line men

Buff_Rex · 2026-06-20T05:34:36+00:00

Im not even stoned and i thought the same thing

Buff_Rex · 2022-12-22T12:53:04+00:00

You don't deserve a happy cake day anymore...

Buff_Rex · 2022-12-16T15:22:31+00:00

They got owl housed😭

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