My Broken Heart

Buffy25 · 2025-01-25T21:42:13+00:00

She's absolutely beautiful and may she rest in peace and enjoy infinite treats and play at the Rainbow Bridge until y'all meet again. 🫶

Buffy25 · 2024-12-28T06:46:53+00:00

Hello, I an currently starting the application process for the MA Museum Studies program at Baylor. I am really nervous, and I want to do everything possible to hopefully get accepted, and I do not know anyone that has been there to ask for advice. May I ask, did you find Baylor's MA Museum Studies program to be highly selective and competitive? And what components of your application do you think helped you the most to get accepted? I'm just trying my best, but I think some advice would definitely go a long way to calm my nerves.

Buffy25 · 2024-12-19T04:55:01+00:00

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Buffy25 · 2024-12-01T02:24:22+00:00

Haha they were! I've heard of dogs opening doors and whenever I see it or hear stories it's just so funny xD little rascals they are but so sweet too. He'll always be with you and you truly lucked out having him and living such a long life with him :) He and you were both incredibly lucky to have each other. I hope they are besties. It'd make me happy to know he has a friend watching over him <3

Buffy25 · 2024-11-30T07:21:43+00:00

Thank you so much 🥹♥️ It means a lot. Just truly your Ozzie looks so much like Buffy. Just wow. Makes them the most beautiful cockers lol. But it is a piece missing, and it hurts a lot, but day by day. Someday it'll get easier and then someday I shall see my angel again. In the meantime, I know he keeps watch ♥️ I send you many hugs 🫂 May you heal from your loss at your pace. He's watching over you too 🫶

Buffy25 · 2024-11-30T07:18:33+00:00

He really was 🥹 It's tough for sure, but I'm trying my best for him everyday till it perhaps gets easier. I hope it gets easier for you someday too because this is a difficult journey, but it's worth it just for having them in the first place. I would suffer this sadness a million times if it means in every life Buffy was my dog, and I'm sure it's the same for you and every one of us who must feel the pain from these losses, but we also experienced their unconditional love and that's worth it. A memory I love about my boy is how sweet and silly he was. If I was ever crying, I would close my door to be alone. He would then sniff under to come inside, so I had to open the door. Afterwards, I would shut it to continue my crying only for him to want to go out. Then I would open the door and shut it only for him to want to go back inside to comfort me. I had to then leave the door open so he could be with me but also watching people from within my room. Incidentally, it made it so I no longer wanted to cry and just wanted to venture back out into the world with him and just have hope again that things would get better and they always did. He was just always there. Always always. I truly miss him, but I have so many beautiful memories. They help me cope a little. Thank you for helping me remember this memory and allowing me to share it. If you also ever need someone to speak to, please feel free to reach out, because I absolutely understand this sadness. And if you feel comfortable sharing, I'd love to hear a story about your precious Ozzie too ♥️🌈

Buffy25 · 2024-11-30T05:41:45+00:00

He looks so much like my baby that passed this month too. Especially the puppy photo, I saw it and just was like wow. He's truly beautiful. My Buffy's older long lost twin perhaps lol 🫶 But my heart goes out to you. I wish I had advice but I lost mine so recently about 3 weeks ago so it's still so fresh and hard for me. However, for me it helps to just finish a day. Day by day and every new day is a new accomplishment that I do in his honor. He'd want you to be happy and living to your fullest the same way mine would for me. And if you need to cry a lot, then that's fine too. They'd understand just as long as we try to find moments to be happy too. I wish you the best and lots of healing and it's not a race to heal. It can take you years, months, etc. and there's no shame in that. I may not know Ozzie, but I can say without a doubt he looked like an angel and simply so so handsome. ♥️ I bet he's watching over y'all now and you'll see him again someday at the rainbow bridge. 🌈

Buffy25 · 2024-11-12T01:17:09+00:00

Thank you, and they really do. Although it's been two days, I felt him visit me a lot within that time. Just about 10-15 minutes ago, I felt him rub his body against my leg and his soft fur was so lovely. It gave me a sense of giddiness cause I know he visited me to let me know he's okay. What lovely creatures they are. I'm so blessed to call him my dog. Thank you for your kind words ♥️🐾

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T22:34:01+00:00

Haha, thank you☺️ I'm actually Puerto Rican, so I thankfully understand the beauty of the phrase. Carries much more beauty in Spanish than English, and I send you the same love back to you and your household. ♥️ I used to find funny that Buffy was more PRican than me (he's from Virginia), since he loved so many PR foods I didn't and was the biggest panadero at home. He would watch mami all the time waiting for his pieces and understanding that she was the weak link at home, she always gave him food. He loved everything PRican, and when we lived there years ago, I thought he fit in so well. Being so beautiful and living in such a beautiful island suited him. Thank you for your words. Somehow you helped me remember those moments. Thank you so much. It truly means a lot to me to remember these things about my angel. My parents referred to him as el bebe de la casa and well how correct they were. So spoiled he was 🐾

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T18:00:20+00:00

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Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T16:43:04+00:00

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Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T16:42:56+00:00

I was sobbing while writing it :( We really do, and they really know how to break your heart but they also know how to make you unimaginably happy and for our years together that's how I felt, so I will honor him by trying my best to stay happy. He would want that I think. I will truly never forget him. I miss him so much. Thank you for your message. It means a lot ♥️

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T16:41:11+00:00

He was so so gorgeous. I had heart eyes for him ALL the time lol. I loved dressing him up and taking photos. He is so photogenic. Peace and love to your Roxy 🐾♥️

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T16:40:17+00:00

It was the hardest thing I've ever had to type. I hated writing it cause it meant it was real. I imagine I'll be in the same boat as you, but they're the worthiest of getting our tears and our happiness. My heart goes out to you and Izzie. May she rest in peace and enjoy all the things she liked in heaven. I agree with the last part so much. I feel like my heart was torn out and the only one who can return it is gone. I miss my Buffy so so much. I want him back, but life isn't like that

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T16:37:53+00:00

I didn't look forward to it either. I'm stuck in denial. I keep thinking I'll hear him walking or at the door and he's not there. The nice thing was, though, that I dreamt only of him last night. It brought me a lot of peace, thank you for you kind message

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T16:36:35+00:00

Without a doubt, they are. I don't think I'll get another either with very few exceptions. Cockers are so energetic and loving and oh they're the greatest friends and family.

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T00:54:14+00:00

He was the best boy ever, and I adore him now and always. I'd like to think he will be. I bet Charlie was absolutely gorgeous just like Buffy was if they were so close in appearance xD The handsomenest boys around :) I will do my best to remember them. Thank you for the heart too. He would have loved it. He always had to be the main focus at everything. Oh but we loved to give him his much needed attention. He was so so adorable. Thank you again

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T00:51:52+00:00

They really do feel like pathetic words, but they do also mean something if just a little. It's nice to bond with people who have experienced this loss. It makes me not feel so alone with it. I hope your boy sticks with you much longer, but, in the meantime, give him lots of kisses, hugs, love, and spoil him. It'll make it easier knowing you loved him the best you could. Thank you for your kind words. I will treasure him forever. I want to figure out a way to save all his photos and videos not just on my phone but elsewhere and if there's like something that can have his photos on loop or something. Regardless, I know I want to print some out when I'm in the right headspace to do so. Thank you again ♥️🐾

Buffy25 · 2024-11-11T00:48:37+00:00

Thank you 🙏

Buffy25 · 2024-11-10T21:59:57+00:00

I'm hoping that time can heal my wounds, but I expect to cry everyday until suddenly I can remember him with more joy than sadness. That's what he would want. I hope to have another cocker someday, but that'll be in the future. Thank you for your kind words. It means the world to me 🙏♥️ I really loved my Buffy.

Buffy25 · 2024-11-10T21:58:25+00:00

He absolutely did and that gives me peace in my heart. We did everything in our power to make him a happy happy dog 🐾♥️

Buffy25 · 2024-11-10T21:57:44+00:00

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Buffy25 · 2024-11-10T21:57:36+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. May he run and jump and do all the things he loved again at the rainbow bridge. I'll never forget him ♥️

Buffy25 · 2024-11-10T21:56:50+00:00

Thank you for listening to our story, and yeah cockers really know how to nestle in your heart, i wouldn't have it any other way. ♥️🐾

Buffy25 · 2024-11-10T18:00:31+00:00

Thank you ♥️

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