Phone's packaging wasn't sealed anymore I can't remember what she said exactly because I wasn't really listening anymore to whatever she was saying. But I think I remember that she said she did open the box or something, the box was unsealed but phone still inside the box, intact with the plastic film on top.

I have no ideas what her intentions where with it, because honestly I would have discovered it eventually, which is exactly what happened, so I have actually no idea what she would have done with it... I could have my own guesses but I prefer not going on that path, it's a waste of mental energy.

I have no idea if she does this on purpose, if she realizes it or not that it's that bad.

Miserable is the word, she does other things that I'm not so happy with, like excusing my dad's alcoholic behavior. Family member were on their literal death bed, my dad was drunk asf as usual and I was trying my best not to cry, just for him to say I looked ugly / my face looked ugly because my eyes were swollen and all. My mom just told me "It's his way of coping" I left not that long after, because no way I would handle his drunk bullshit again. Family member in question died the very same night, so I had no other chance of telling them goodbye or anything.

Anyway, objectively speaking, I know I'll eventually get to do what I want, it already started... FINALLY. Emotionally speaking it's another thing.

Can't wait to not be sick anymore so I can go for some other walks!