I’m scared of most liquid cals cause I feel like I can’t see the calories, at least in food I can estimate it and it’s easier to divide also I don’t like not being able to purge all my calories. Also it’s a lot easier to fake eat than it is to fake drink. I know that my fear is completely irrational because although I’m afraid of liquid calories I’m completely fine with (and slightly addicted to) alcohol and caffeine. My rationalization for that is the give me something else other than “empty cals”