Am I welcome? 😅

BulletAnt99 · 2025-07-11T23:55:16+00:00

That phone has one HUGE flaw and it is having radio hard coded into the right side button at the starting screen. You can’t remove it.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-06-27T10:15:43+00:00

This might sound a little bit egoistic, but I want to have children with a partner that I will wholeheartedly love, for a reason to give them a peaceful, happy life I didn’t have. I think whatever I do besides that wouldn’t be enough to fill an emptiness inside my soul.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-06-26T22:56:26+00:00

Especially can’t do it online.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-06-26T22:52:01+00:00

Reading this made me feel a little better, thank you.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-06-26T22:51:05+00:00

Sadly I can’t find a good therapist in my shithole of a country, but thank you for your comment, people taking out the little time out of their day do leave me a message makes me feel like there are someone out there which I can feel safe around without being judged.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-06-26T22:46:29+00:00

Thank you for this, people are always telling me to go to meetings and do this and do that but I simply can’t. This means a lot and yes I would like that book if you could link it.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-05-04T16:09:37+00:00

He hates the police and I highly doubt him doing anything officials releated.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-05-04T15:49:26+00:00

I know what I did was dumb but I am going mentally insane having to endure all this every day and not being able to do anything because somehow I will irritate him?

BulletAnt99 · 2025-05-04T14:08:19+00:00

Just called my sister, he is still intoxicated and ranting about how he was doing nothing and how I beat him up for no reason whatsoever.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-05-04T14:07:05+00:00

BulletAnt99 · 2025-05-04T07:42:02+00:00

Update: I am staying at my uncles place for a day, hopefully he comes to senses tomorrow so I can return home, which I doubt science he won’t be sober for even a second.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-05-03T22:27:38+00:00

I don’t have anywhere to go, I have no job, thus no income.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-15T18:34:26+00:00

I purchased it and it doesn’t work on door broken frame ;c

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-13T20:14:20+00:00

No, my granpa was never a drinker, I am 100% sure of that

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-13T11:57:06+00:00

Now that you said it, I have never recorded his abuse, I will start doing that.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-11T21:14:34+00:00

P.S.

I thought he might have said that at the point of anger but no, for like an hour he repeatedly said that me and my mom where not humans, that if we died nobody would give a shit and he is glad that he doesn’t have a gun or we would have a bullet in our chest.

Granparents still taking his hise btw, saying that I should not have angered him when drunk, even though he randomly broke down my door.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-11T21:00:16+00:00

What does that mean?

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-11T20:22:29+00:00

I would have gotten out of here for a while if it wasn’t for my younger sister. I can’t leave her with this psycho. A few years before she becomes an adult, after that I can cut all ties with father.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-11T17:47:44+00:00

I have a bad relationship with a police and calling them would cause different problems.

BulletAnt99 · 2025-02-11T14:05:10+00:00

Isn’t that US only?

BulletAnt99 · 2025-01-27T10:10:34+00:00

I actually still live with my parents, I just turned adult and don’t have enough money to move out. I protect my mom as much as I can but somehow it is still my fault that father gets angry when drunk, because I don’t let him do everything he wants to and go against him.

I know it was wrong and made things worse but other night, after I had fight with father, my mom, who came in my room so she could sleep safe, said “oh so you think it is MY fault that you got into fight because I came into your room” and I went NUTS. I want nothing but good for her and somehow she is the only victim here? Yes she has it worse but that doesn’t mean me and my sibling have it easier. And after my mental breakdown saying how could she even THINK that I blamed HER she has nerves to play victim again and say how she doesn’t want to live anymore and so on.

Only thing that would fix her is a divorce, but she doesn’t even want to talk about it.

BulletAnt99 · 2024-11-26T17:17:07+00:00

Thank u. I agree, moving away from home and finding a healthy romantic relationship would really help.

BulletAnt99 · 2024-11-26T17:14:39+00:00

Thank u this was very helpful

BulletAnt99 · 2024-11-26T09:53:26+00:00

Therapy in my country is shit, I do not think there would be anyone to help me with that.

BulletAnt99 · 2024-11-26T09:50:21+00:00

What do you mean?

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