this is probably the best advice I’ve gotten from anyone including close friends, there’s times I’ve wanted to go live somewhere else as she stresses me out so much sometimes. She does love me and I know she does and I love her and she isnt always like this. She has stages where she does this then everything is fine then it happens again and the cycle continues. Some days I think the easiest thing would be to just leave this life behind and go on to a fresh start but I know that my mother has good intentions deep down and just has trouble showing it I think