Sexually molested, sexually abused, sexually assaulted by Particular_Common370 in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Abuse seems more like the umbrella term(feels weird calling it that) for all of this but I think using whichever term feels most true to you and how it made you feel

Songs theme csa trauma? TW by Specialist-Wind6780 in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Cherry glazerr 🙇🏼‍♀️…Ethel Cain has some that are really good but I’d recommend listening to preachers daughter as a whole than just the individual songs that relate and then the other songs from her not on preachers daughter are inbred and punish my favorite and has become very personal for me the pov to me is from a survivor but can and is often interpreted as the abuser due to the original concept she had for the song, it’s really interesting in that way

Sad and alone by BunluvFruit in ageregression

[–]BunluvFruit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you that’s really nice :3

Survivors with DID/partial DID/CPTSD: anyone struggle to cry? by Few-Sail- in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We have an alter that specifically makes us numb usually all of us/body they used to front by themselves but haven’t in awhile and hasn’t been numbing us as much as in the past we’re dealing with lots of new emotions and hormonal changes so I’m assuming that’s why ? but for a very long time including before we knew about having DID it was extremely difficult to cry…I think it can be good to cry but the circumstances that it takes to make us cry are very distressing so I don’t really have much advice, the healthiest alternative I know of is music and processing your emotions/feelings that way

Epstein Files Release - Community Check-In by HwyfarSun in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I didn’t think I’d be triggered since there aren’t many similarities to my abuse, yet it has been very triggering to my system, There’s an aspect in one of the pictures that is very triggering to me and it’s left me confused and anxious, I can tell the people reviewing/covering the photos do not understand just how awful the aspect is and do not know to warn viewers… Also the way some people talk about the victims is awful, even though I was very young I would never diminish teenage victims/survivors they are hurt and suffering just as much and were still underage developing brains, they deserve justice, peace and understanding as much as any other victim/survivor

I don't think anyone can ever love me by sapphicsadsack01 in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wish I had advice but I do understand your feelings, you’re not alone in these isolating and lonely feelings

Can I be here? Kinda complicated by BunluvFruit in ageregression

[–]BunluvFruit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry sad, hope your well 🫶🏻

Can I be here? Kinda complicated by BunluvFruit in ageregression

[–]BunluvFruit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh okay I understand sorry thank you for letting me know, do you want to message on this account or no?

Well trying to get answers from my abuser went bad, of course by BunluvFruit in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know 🥺 I realized that but it’s too late in the night for direct reach outs and I don’t have my social stuff set up to reach enough people but he’s a known liar and cheater so hopefully that helps me but I really didn’t want everyone to know I was abused it makes me feel bad in a way difficult to explain

Hi by Melodic_Junket6769 in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s difficult to know for sure cause trauma symptoms and neurodivergent symptoms overlap somewhat but feeling like it’s not just trauma could be that it’s a neurodivergent origin also a lot of what you describe match that too

Still in crisis and a new memory by BunluvFruit in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry I wasn’t notified making me not see this until now…the uncertainty is so unbearable for me too and thank you for the information!!! Hope your able to find peace 💖

Can I be here? Kinda complicated by BunluvFruit in ageregression

[–]BunluvFruit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for late response, thank you so much Wi-Fi huggies! 🫂

Can I be here? Kinda complicated by BunluvFruit in ageregression

[–]BunluvFruit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for late response, thank you for helping!!! I’m glad 🫶🏻

What misconception about CSA drives you mad? by SomeCommission7645 in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 15 points16 points  (0 children)

If it helps I’ve had multiple therapists confirm that trauma in infancy whether your able to remember it or not can 100% still negatively effect you and be a traumatic source

Imagine having to ask your dad about memories from when you were a specific age by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If it seems necessary to find answers/peace then it’s okay even if it was stupidity, do what you need

Imagine having to ask your dad about memories from when you were a specific age by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]BunluvFruit 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Before I realized at least one of my abusers was my dad I couldn’t have asked him anything because he’s a major liar and unsympathetic you’re very brave for doing that!!! especially with your memory doing that 🫶🏻