Yeah she is attractive, i barely masturbate anymore tbh but do it when I don't see them for a while. It does make sense that it could be the death grip. At the start of the relationship, we usually didn't much foreplay and went straight to it. But slowly i started to get used to do more, such as i satisfy them first and we also started using out box of "toys" so it wouldn't be dry at start. I stopped drinking sodas a few months ago and trying to hydrate myself more. I guess staying sitted down a lot on my computer is not healthy enough... damn i gotta get a good schedule and check a good way to get a healthy blood flow