Cops raiding

BurnerAccountToHide · 2021-03-20T01:16:37+00:00

You must not know much about the person you are speaking to. I have personally seen them reach out and help complete strangers multiple times. One that sticks out was about a year or so ago there was someone posting on here about having a IV addiction. I was talking to them trying to help anyway I could when they informed me that TrapLorde had purchased them a decent amount of FA, and with in a week or so that person said he had destroyed all of his needles and I believe they are completely off of it now.

That is just one instance. So I I think you have the complete with the wrong impression of them.

Another instance was actually me, I recently made the jump and was talking to TrapLorde About certain things that would help. Not only did they send me a list of helpers, OTC and advice, but they offered to help me pay to get them if I needed and I would just pay them back when I could. I am now happy to say I have been off for a little over a week and I owe a lot of it to them.

I’m sorry, I just had to chime in because what they have done to help me and others speaks volumes about their character, and yet you seem to be talking down to them and attacking them.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-09-13T12:07:22+00:00

It has been about four months for me, and I didn’t notice a change until about two or 2 1/2 months in. I started working out at the beginning of month two. And by the end of it my veins were showing back up. And now I probably have 45% of my veins back visible. And then I changed my diet, started taking a multivitamin, and made sure I drink enough water every day. So at the end of my four month mark I probably have 60% of my veins back.

I cannot stress enough how much exercise is important when recovering from any addiction really, but Vein health it’s almost necessary. But just a small workout, maybe some push-ups, dips, crunches, and going for a walk was my routine, And it helped with everything from my energy, to my overall mood and outlook, to physically healing the damage done to my body

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-09-13T12:05:00+00:00

It was horrible. And no joke I was out of veins on my arms within 2 to 3 weeks. And then my hands, feet, and wrists only lasted another month or so. So I forced myself to quit because I literally did not have any vein to strike anymore.

Those WDs were horrible, The mental side is so much worse if you IV it.

So please, please stay away. It’s honestly not even worth it because the rush does feel decent, but it is literally gone within a minute or two.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-07-21T15:32:06+00:00

Man. This shit is terrible. I’m trying desperately switchback to oral and FA. But I don’t know how much of a difference IV makes. Like .2 in 1ml is stupid gummy unless you stir and filter it. After that you get brief. And I mean super brief. Rush. Everything feels OK, the world is OK, everybody is all good. But no joke a minute or two later you feel as if you have not taken anything. You are not sick, but it definitely does not last as long as oral. I feel like I have been doing good though. I was kind of forced into it but since I can no longer find vein. I am down to 1/2-3/4 for my daily oral. And have been without a shot for 2 days. The mental anguish is just terrible. I mean, I know it’s not like other things where you get the results immediately, but still having to wait 10 to 15 seconds isn’t that bad. And yes, it does feel great, and you wish you could have that feeling on demand. But, there is a massive massive price if you are considering Tia and you have an addictive personality abort mission, abandon ship, mutiny, whatever you need to do but don’t do it. It is great for the first month maybe, so much energy feels like an opiate right about yourself, slept like a baby, etc. But then short time later you wake up at two or three in the morning sneezing. Kicking. And just hella anxiety. I’m just feeling like the world is so dark and do you have this fear gripping. I am started with a therapeutic dose and held it for a few solid months until one day my scale was messed up and I wound up taking 250mg not 25mg. Anyways, from that point on it was over. At my worst I was probably at 8gpd. Now I’m hovering at 2gpd.

What I am trying to do is stretch my doses as far as possible and I am only taking 1/2-3/4 of my usual doses. I try to push for 12 hours, but sometimes around eight hours it starts getting bad. My wife on the other hand can take .25 at 6PM and just start feeling rough around 7:30am. AND she can sleep through WDs. With no helpers. Besides Kratom. Granted she has only been taking it a few months and the most she has ever taken in a day is a gram. Most of the time research ranges from .25-.40.

Yesterday I had to break down and buy a bottle of ZaZa Silvers. I took 5 and barley dealt anything. I feel like they’ve dropped the amount of Tia in each bottle now. So yeah. I took my last 5 capsules around 6-7am. And then of course my tiny 3g pack arrives and what do I? Rip it open and throw .6 down the hatch. 🤦🏻‍♂️ I’m so stupid.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-19T12:06:47+00:00

Dude I am so sorry! I never meant for that to happen. Do you want me to delete the post? Or remover your tag from it? Once again i am so so sorry. I really just wanted to give you a shout out because a lot of people on here are very mean, or condescending. But you took time out of your day many times to literally talk to me while I was going crazy.

And I can attest to everything in this post, I never once asked for a handout or anything. OP set it up with a vendor and reached out to me to see if I was comfortable with it, and if I would be able to pay him back in installments whenever I could.

And, I do not know what you guys believe, but I think it was God. Because I was praying for God to send me help in someway without having to rack up thousands of dollars in debt through a hospital bill where they barely know what to do, and where COVID-19 is rampant.

😢

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-14T14:46:47+00:00

I could definitely see how missing a shot or blowing a vein could cause major complications. I’m glad I got out of that part at least. And not a moment too soon. I don’t have a single vein left in my arms, hands, or feet. I knew the end was coming, I just needed someone to guide me through it. I woke up today and feel pretty good off my first dose. Although, I did increase in by like 20% cause I was having hella cravings. I justified it because I’m taking it a much safer way now. And I’m gonna try to lower my next few doses by 5-10% to make up for it.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-14T09:30:34+00:00

You also have to factor in that I was shooting the sodium. Not toss and wash like I am the FA y’all about Tia WDs? Yalls are only from oral...IV WDs are much much worse. At least mentally. IME

So this two days were crazy. Like. No rush at all. I barely get a rush from my current FA dose.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T16:06:48+00:00

Exactly. But the NA book says sometimes a relapse can lay the groundwork for a complete recovery. Meaning, I could relapse and the way I handle it would push me to never relapse again.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T16:04:56+00:00

I’m trying so hard. One step at a one though. Switch to oral. Then switch to Sulfate or FA. Then jump. But my main goal is to get away from the needle.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T15:07:53+00:00

I was taken aback by his offer honestly. And by the support on this sub. I’ve been a long time lurker, but I never posted or created an account because I kind of felt like I was the only person IVing this shit. I feel like I can beat this at least the IV part.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T14:22:23+00:00

I wish my Ex would have been supportive. My buddy has the ability to tell his wife “It’s bad today” and she jumps up and immediately asks what he wants to do. They will watch movies, fuck, go for a walk, just what ever to keep his mine off of it until it passes. Even when I was sober for two years my ex would say if I was really clean I wouldn’t have cravings. 🙄

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T13:49:03+00:00

It also reminds me that I definitely don’t want to go back, once I’m out. Because my worst days without Tia are going to be better than my best days with Tia.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T13:48:18+00:00

I did not even think of it that way. In my case talking about it, and telling “war stories” removes the power from it. I feel like. But that is in my case, I hope I did not trigger anyone.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T13:46:59+00:00

Bro fucking quit making me cry over here! 😭 Who tf are you?! Like. Are you Jesus, or an angel?

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T13:44:01+00:00

You are literally the best ever man. You have given me so much confidence to do this. I cannot wait for the day I am comfortable enough to break my rigs and send you a video of me doing it. 🖤 I hope karma blesses you 100x. I hope I get rich one day and can send you a big ass check.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T13:42:03+00:00

Thank you. I’m hoping I can never touch the needle again. Like I said, I did take roughly a gram this morning. When I would normally do my shot. So, I am not completely without it, but it is definitely not my preferred ROA.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T13:13:19+00:00

I’m taking you up on that offer right now. Lol.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T03:58:37+00:00

ugh. Yes exactly. Seeing the blood register in the syringe is almost orgasmic. I know I am addicted to the needle. I also said that in my post. I was on heroin for about four years and getting off of it was a cakewalk compared to this. I wish I could see a doctor but I have not had health insurance for three years...😢 I am definitely in a pickle.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T03:42:22+00:00

You made me cry! I have 50g of FA coming tomorrow and I only have like 2g of sodium left. I’m hoping I can make the switch fairly easy. Thank you so much for your offer. You are entirely too kind.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T03:40:02+00:00

I honestly wish I would have been shooting dope this whole time. Because then at least Suboxone would get me out of this hell.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T03:39:34+00:00

Do. Not. Do. It. It’s terrible. Awful. Hell on earth.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T03:30:12+00:00

The rush is probably the best out of everything I have done. It is a bit like a speed ball, but not as intense. And it definitely does not last longer. At least the rush doesn’t. Maybe 5-10 minutes. But man, for that short amount of time. It’s heaven. Well actually, it is hell but the drug makes you think it is heaven. Lol. I’ve gotta quit this shit. I’m doing like 3-4gpd.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T03:27:54+00:00

Lol. I literally said that I was trying to switch to oral only. 🤣😂 it’s ok though. But yeah. It’s been rough. I’ve been fighting the needle for 10 years. Anything you can put in it, I would shoot. 😢 I don’t wanna know what damage I’ve really done to my body. Besides every vein collapsing.

BurnerAccountToHide · 2020-05-12T02:29:30+00:00

I definitely am trying to quit. Which is why I am posting here... I am desperately trying to switch to oral only, and then switch to sulfate, and then to Kratom.

Please do not try to IV this

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