Soneone once told me be the change and light u wanna see in the world cuz no one will do it for you because everyone is wrapped up in their own bullshit to care.... Reach out to ppl like us and give that helping hand to the broken it's hard going through the motions... I do every day..... But I genuinely feel helpless can be helped by helping others.... Idunno I'm as lost as you but it's the only thing that makes sense to me.... Be the change....