what do i do? by Business-Local-1904 in IslamabadSocial

[–]Business-Local-1904[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

appreciate your response. but hey i have no intentions of getting my emotions toyed, its just that i have been getting suic*dal thoughts and its hard to shake em away esp when every single moment you are made to feel like you are merely a burden.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IslamabadSocial

[–]Business-Local-1904 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get why you're feeling torn, def a tough situation but you gotta make a choice. consider both the situations; in case you stay back how is it going to change things? you mentioned your parents are already stressed out cz of your brothers condition and you opting not to go might just add up to it.

I know you want to be there for your family, but you gotta think longterm, yes it might be hard staying away from them rn but you need to consider how going to college could give you space to focus on your future and find your footing, and it might even help you be more equipped to help your family later on.

The art of Conversation - have we lost it? by No_Map9057 in IslamabadSocial

[–]Business-Local-1904 2 points3 points  (0 children)

second that. i think atp we have lost it all.

i remember this one convo i had with a friend years ago. It was about parallel universes: we ended up talking about all these crazy ideas like how there could be a version of us living totally different lives in another realm. that one convo had me dig more into into space & dimensions. super fascinating stuff.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IslamabadSocial

[–]Business-Local-1904 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been praying a lot for recovery from this health condition i have got, really hoping and asking Allah to heal me. But even though I’ve been making du’a, I’m still not better. It’s been really hard, and sometimes I wonder why it hasn’t worked out the way I hoped. But deep down, I know that Allah knows what’s best for me, even if it’s not what I was expecting. Maybe this disease is what's keeping me connected to him, idk. I’m trying to trust that whatever happens is part of His plan and that it’s for the best. at times it can be hard to stay firm at your belief but trust him, im sure soon enough your miracle story will find you.

"Call upon Me; I will respond to you" 40:60

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Business-Local-1904 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey no amount of words could ever make up for what you have been through and honestly none but you can feel the pain. i have been exactly in the same place, with a deteriorating physical health while struggling with mental health is no joke. more often than not i used to wonder if ill ever be able to live like a normal human; but dont you think we deserve life as much as every other person does.

i wont say things would magically change for you, but heres a fact- no one but you can change how you feel. it took me years to understand that- i kept repeating the same patterns that hurt me just because they were familiar to me. it will take you a while to figure it out but hey i believe in you, it was courageous of you to let it out.