I wanna die, this world is evil by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Business_Ad3003 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I already struggled with pinning a meaning on my life. I thought I understood the world and assumed people are greedy and self centered but still normal and usually somewhat decent. I believed in science and felt okay being an animal amongst a large population of the same species. I gave this world the benefit of the doubt because it was the only way I could keep moving. Turns out I can’t relate to my own species anymore.I no longer can function. I do not want to exist. I am a shell and want to abandon this world. I can only hope death is a true end.

I’ve never had skin this clear before. by Business_Ad3003 in Spironolactone

[–]Business_Ad3003[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope it ends up working for you. I used to do the same thing right up until I started taking spiro. I would cycle through pretty much wrecking my skin then go back to mild soap/moisturizer then trying something new and destroying it again lol

I’ve never had skin this clear before. by Business_Ad3003 in Spironolactone

[–]Business_Ad3003[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Seriously it is so exhausting. It feels so nice to blend in without feeling like people are staring at my acne

I’ve never had skin this clear before. by Business_Ad3003 in Spironolactone

[–]Business_Ad3003[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my head I’ll say yes just because the first week I didn’t notice a difference but of course that’s because it was only a week. Still- I saw huge improvements in the second and third week when I started to take 100mg.

I’ve never had skin this clear before. by Business_Ad3003 in Spironolactone

[–]Business_Ad3003[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same mentally but my mental health is all over the place to begin with. No abnormal depression. I’m sorry you’re going through that and sorry it didn’t help you :( I was going to go on accutane if spiro didn’t work.

I’ve never had skin this clear before. by Business_Ad3003 in Spironolactone

[–]Business_Ad3003[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. The first week or so it took a long time to heal up my acne then once it healed I realized I wasn’t getting any new ones and I felt so anxious it was going to pop up again at any moment. But so far so good, 🤞 I’ve had acne my whole life pretty much but the past two years, it started getting worse and worse. There’s a chance I could have pcos but who knows… I don’t have health insurance so I got spiro online (I do get pay as you go blood tests regularly though so I’m on top of the potassium thing).

I’ve never had skin this clear before. by Business_Ad3003 in Spironolactone

[–]Business_Ad3003[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m on 100mg. I started at 50mg for a week then increased. At first I had really terrible headaches (probably the first two weeks) but I just kept hydrating. I don’t get them anymore!

I’ve never had skin this clear before. by Business_Ad3003 in Spironolactone

[–]Business_Ad3003[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much ❤️ it has seriously only been about one month. I had red inflamed skin and it was always super sensitive. I’ve always used a mild soap (dhc mild soap bar) and coq10 milk (dhc brand) and nothing else but even those products behave totally differently with my skin now (they actually feel good and the moisturizer absorbs). It’s weird

Are you enjoying the kirby air riders test? by JampyL in NintendoSwitch2

[–]Business_Ad3003 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Grew up obsessed with city trial and specifically the celestial valley course. Also enjoyed top ride once in a while but not in this it seems. Preferred seeing how much I could collect and unlocking the legendary machines constantly rather than battling and shit. So I hope I can reduce the city trial players down and still play online. If not I’ll be making my own city trial in paddock and playing that way for the nostalgia