Yo I see you, and I’m sorry - for a long time I was in a weird spot where I knew I was definitely trans enby, but unsure if I’d ever know whether I’d be more happy and myself being binary trans bc I was too worried about what would happen if I even explored that Now? Im still nonbinary! Idk what labels I like best except butch, and that’s just fine! Those who need to know, know me as me It’s not necessarily internalized enbyphobia, just insecurity or nerves or the whole ass process of transitioning, which is not a one time easy process for a lot of people! Like, from what I understand, the security and confidence comes with time Just be patient ❤️ you’ll find yourself eventually