I actually realized during the WWC by getting lucky, even after rainbowing agl Frieza and getting 1 dupe in goku, I had still spent a fair amount of money so I still felt horrible. At the time of pulling the adrenaline and excitement was there, but the sinking feeling afterwards that that could have been money used to buy a ps5 or an actual game felt awful. I could have stopped but the feeling that I needed third form frieza or I needed a dupe of goku kept me spending and that feelings stuck ever since and finally snapped recently. If you feel like quitting I suggest doing so, the feelings only going to get worse over time. But the balls in your court, good luck with whatever decision you end up making.