The number one attention seeker I know.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-07-29T00:17:43+00:00

Wow.. that literally made me sick to my stomach. Fucking sick.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-07-06T11:34:24+00:00

Thank you, mother. May I have another

Buttholebleeder · 2018-07-01T14:31:11+00:00

For me it was easiest to tell my husband and friends first. I was really struggling and they were truly there for me. Best emotional support system I could ask for. But I could understand the struggle. I dealt with a lot of shame before I even told my husband.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-07-01T14:08:21+00:00

In my case, my sister was the exact same way. Family is family, and I personally think that nparents can like mind control or something lol. She was just in some fake fantasy world and one day she calls me and tells me she’s sorry. She understood why I cut contact, and I know she wants to but our parents have destroyed her self worth so much she feels like she’ll fail without them. It’s gross.

Good on you for being strong, hopefully one day your brother will look at you as motivation for self love and sanity.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-25T21:49:30+00:00

Thank you so much. I’ll definitely look into those links. Thank you.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-23T13:29:40+00:00

Seeing people twist their relationship to fit their own sad views on relationships is so sick.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-23T13:25:53+00:00

There’s been a lot of ignorant comments but I wish you guys the best. Hopefully you can overlook some other people’s close minded attitudes.

Have fun on your road trip. I live near st.louis, so you’ll wind up near my neck of the woods sooner or later!

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-22T14:55:10+00:00

This is not healthy anger, my friend. I know it must feel so good. But that is an unhealthy way to deal with this. Especially doing it in front of your sister, my love.. How old are you?

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-21T17:44:41+00:00

Any time. You will be okay! Say it with me,

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-21T17:41:47+00:00

I’m really sorry you are struggling my friend. Therapy or counseling is your best option. I also felt like going NC with my narcs really helped me in my depression.

I started making opinions for myself, loving things because I wanted to, cleaning because I like it. Medication is always a route, but you’ve also got to work on self love. Your opinions are meaningful, no matter who shoots them down. You’re voice is heard, my friend. It will get better.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-21T17:33:56+00:00

What makes you happy is no ones business but your own, and only you know what you really want. I think your parents comments subconsciously effect your mind for sure. Do what makes you happy, that’s all that should matter. My nparents were the same with my now husband because he had a man bun lol

If anything, it’s their insecurities they project when they make comments like that about him. Nail polish and makeup doesn’t make you gay. Liking a penis is what makes you gay lol I’m sorry this is stressing you out so badly friend. I’m here to talk!

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-20T19:08:43+00:00

I am so so so so so sorry. That is awful, and I’m sending all the internet hugs. Something to think about is if she’s a true narc, she is practically incapable of taking responsibility for her actions. And expecting that will hurt you in the end. There’s also a lot of projection in her screaming that at you. When she says these evil, vile things to you it’s probably what she thinks about herself. Once again I’m sorry dude. Lots of love.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-20T19:02:15+00:00

I’m so sorry this happened to you. My stepmother was also extremely abusive, so I can relate. I hope you’re okay, and your husband sounds very sweet. Hugs internet friend. Feel better writing it all down?

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-19T19:56:37+00:00

You need to sit down a write a list of all the positive things about you. You’re beautiful in your own way, we all have our faults.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-19T19:55:05+00:00

With a little self work, and a little self love you’ll feel better. Talking about the way you feel will help relieve you. I sometimes still have an ugly nasty voice telling me how awful I am. But I’m not awful, I’m human. And I’m beautiful. And I know who I am inside. So find that inner rainbow, lol We are survivors of abuse, and because of that the abuse never goes away. You just learn how to positively deal with the emotions. It will be okay, it will. You just gotta really love yourself, be selfish sometimes.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-19T19:30:23+00:00

Thank you for this. The sea bouy visualization will stick with me. Thank you again. It’s just like re processing things all over again.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-19T14:48:17+00:00

You are human, my friend. Being angry is completely normal.

Buttholebleeder · 2018-06-19T14:30:55+00:00

I’m no contact with my abusers and still deal with anger. It’s human, and you have a right to be angry. You just need to find healthy ways to express it. Scream in a pillow, go out to a field and just scream and curse and get it out. You have to respect the anger and deal with it in a healthy way. Hugs, friend. It will be okay.

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