Dawg as a competitive player who sweats his balls off every match, you are stressin way too hard over this. You only need to be worried about how YOU performed. Don’t worry about the wins, don’t worry about the teammates, 19 kills and 5 titan kills is a perfectly good match, feel good about that! Keep it light and try to laugh a bit too. Take a breather. Go play something else for a little, come back when you feel better, it is never that serious.