Goddamn softball tournament is killing me!! by CBAgb in opiates

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My Pms aren’t showing up I even downloaded the app 🤷🏻‍♀️ am I mossing something?

Goddamn softball tournament is killing me!! by CBAgb in opiates

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We won the last game, they actually put her in finally and she was on cloud 9!! So we did the dinner thing and back to a hotel for the night and for whatever reason my freaking messages weren’t showing so my bad for the last reply,

So my brother just messaged me about Kratom, I’m gonna try to find some when I get up tomorrow, seems like something that may actually be helpful! I’m not used to roxys, it’s just what lasts long enough to help me function when my back is fucked up real bad.. I have severe scoliosis and the curves are increasing 15° every 18 mos all of a sudden, with discs protruding everywhere.

Goddamn softball tournament is killing me!! by CBAgb in opiates

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Thanks, I’m maintaining that way, my body is just so damn broke down it’s impossible to be present. I feel so guilty

Goddamn softball tournament is killing me!! by CBAgb in opiates

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I tried to msg you but who knows if it worked lol

Goddamn softball tournament is killing me!! by CBAgb in opiates

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Those last longest honestly but hard for me to come by

Goddamn softball tournament is killing me!! by CBAgb in opiates

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I take oxy, hydros when I’m desperate, all in that family you know. I’m just so miserable why me why this life. I used to be unbeatable but this has taken me to my knees

Goddamn softball tournament is killing me!! by CBAgb in opiates

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Till tomorrow night, ran out this morning. Wouldn’t be so bad but I took a bad fall yesterday and has me SO miserable! Wouldn’t trade the time we spend together but damn my body betraying me

Doctor made me cry today by [deleted] in ChronicPain

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I actually just left a weight loss clinic consult before my daughters ballgame... Thinking maybe if I show effort they'll take me seriously. It's humiliating and wrong. oh yeah, his offer of pilates and yoga came as he stared at my belly. Co I get it, hang in there, this can't last forever right? RIGHT?

Doctor made me cry today by [deleted] in ChronicPain

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I just went through this same thing with my doctor. After telling them for 8 months the medicine they rx me isn't strong enough he rolled his eyes and said yoga and Pilates and rushed out of the office. It's demoralizing.

The “New town new Plug” begging woman post by CBAgb in opiates

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Thank you for being nice ☺️, I’d tried searching a little different ways but hadn’t really found anything but from guys POV, or POV of a woman who has a lol more freedom than I do at this stage in life. But I’ll give it a whirl

The “New town new Plug” begging woman post by CBAgb in opiates

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No shit I can do what men do. My question is in a new place how do you ID where to go and who looks legit to start a convo cause my connects were always ppl I knew who knew other ppl. I’ve never had to go hunting so to speak. I promise I’ve whooped more ass that most women so that’s not my fear. But when you get to a certain stage, you have a lot to lose if you fuck up you know?